May God give you the grace to realize you have the strength within you. May you know that this desire to have strength to go to confession is strength, it is faith.
To ask for prayers for yourself expresses that within you there is faith, there is strength.
Release yourself from needing to “feel” or “know” faith, strength or God’s presence.
Accept you are where you are in your faith or lack of faith today. Accepting it as it is today does not mean you can not “find” this faith. It means accepting what you feel today.
Can you live as if you have faith? Meaning - can you speak to God even if you feel He is not there? Can you go to Mass and Confession - even if you feel God is not there?
Can you release yourself from “how you think you should feel” God’s presence or feel faith?
I am sorry you are sad, lonely, and miserable. Even people with strong faith can find themselves sad, lonely, and miserable. Sometimes it is something that has happened and we are sad for awhile. Sometimes it is a stronger depression that we need a bit of help from our doctor or therapist to help improve our emotions.
May God lead you to confession this weekend. May God lead you to peace with where you are today on your faith journey. May God lead you to grow in faith. May God lead you to no longer feeling sad, lonely, and miserable. May He lead you to the right person who can assist you in both your faith journey and in your emotional sadness.