Yes, but at my age, 77, it is extremely unlikely that I am going to change my mind, especially since I have expended an enormous amount of time and study to develop a coherent philosophy based on my belief in God, the Catholic church, and all that so-called “mystical stuff”.
Looks like the Jebbies taught you to think yourself right out of the box. It doesn’t surprise me since I don’t consider the modern Jesuit order to be Catholic.
Pantheism is the belief that God is the universe and universe is God, not anything before or beyond. Panentheism is the belief that God exists not only throughout the universe, but also before and beyond it. Big difference!
I don’t need to work to feel good about Roman Catholicism,
Yes, the universe is rational; it can be no other way. I just don’t understand those who are satisfied with the materialistic-secular view of reality that is based solely on science’s description. Science doesn’t explain why reality is rational. Consider gravity, for which there is plenty of evidence. Science merely describes what seems to be observed, and doesn’t explain what causes gravity. And you have your choice, gravity is: (1) action at a distance (Newton), the force exerted by a gravitational field (Lorentz); the curvature of space (Einstein), or the exchange of gravitons (particle physics). Seems to me that invoking Ocham’s razor (a much over-used and misused idea) would be better served to point to the proposition that “God caused gravity”. On the other hand, science has no answer as to what causes gravity, not at least an answer that would satisfy the demand (science’s and yours) that to be believed there must be evidence, which of course there isn’t and can never be. So science (and you) are married to the view that because there is no evidence, we can’t “believe” that gravity is caused. There is plenty of evidence (unfortunately it is inductive evidence) that gravity exists and I believe with my whole body, mind, and soul that it does. But what causes it? I say God, what do you say? Please don’t say “mass” because then you are going to have to explain what mass is and be warned, there is a circular argument waiting down that path. Fact is: science can give no “cause” for gravity. Consequently, unless you can explain the cause of gravity and the rest of the rationality of reality, I have given you my reason for believing in personal deity, God. But I don’t stop there because I have personally worked out an answer to the question: HOW does God exists?
You haven’t! On the contrary I found your post to be polite and considerate. Although we’re certainly at opposite ends of the belief spectrum, I perceive that you can’t let go of God, even if His hold on you is in the form of denial. I could be wrong. Anyway I’d be willing to satisfy your curiosity about why I believe the way I do, but it would get to be too personal and boring for the general audience. Let me just say I have lived a long happy life as the patriarch of a large, trouble-free, divorce-free, dependency-free Catholic family consisting of 8-children, 22-grandchildren, 5 son-in-laws, 2-daughter-in-laws, 2-granddaughter-in-laws, and 1-Catholic priest and I cannot imagine how I could have done it without our (all 41 of us) active involvement in the Catholic church and a wife whose depth of faith is beyond imagination.
Yppop
Regards,