If you are having strong suicidal thoughts, it is very, very important to see a doctor at once- even a family practice doctor would be fine. This issue needs to be addressed immediately, and by someone in the medical community. This is not a spiritual problem, but a physical and mental one. It can be treated, and you will feel so much better. If you do not like your current therapist, find another one. Sometimes it takes a few counselors until you find someone you can trust and confide in, but you do need someone to support you- so seek them! I will keep you in my prayers.
Memorare to St. Joseph
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Remember, O most chaste spouse of the Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who implored your help and sought your intercession were left unassisted.
Full of confidence in your power I fly unto you and beg your protection.
Despise not O Guardian of the Redeemer my humble supplication, but in your bounty, hear and answer me. Amen.
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