Oh noooooooo! I can't do this again. Please pray for me!

[Convert_in_99]

Thank you everyone for the prayers.

It’s hurting badly again this evening.

 

[thephilosopher6]

This morning I am having a bout of severe pain like I used to feel with my Endometriosis. :crying: I hope and pray and beg and plead with all my heart it isn’t back. . There was a 15% chance of it returning even after the hysterectomy. I just can’t take this anymore. I’m not strong enough spiritually to endure this again. :crying: My faith is so shaky as it is from this. Please, please pray hard for me.

I am praying!

Also, read Job for spiritual guidance.

 

[AClaire11]

Praying for you! If you don’t know of it already, the EndoMetropolis group on facebook is very good for support and information. I found it really helpful when I was diagnosed.

 

[Convert_in_99]

I’m still having the pains today. This is a nightmare. Less, but still that undeniable endometriosis pain. Only a 15% chance of return after a total hysterectomy and I was one of the “chosen” :bighanky: Why is God testing me so? I just want to have decent health again. But for some reason the Lord keeps saying “no” to my healing. This is a time of great spiritual trials right now. Please keep praying. And thanks to all who have prayed for me! :hug3:

 

[oldgraymare2]

I’m still having the pains today. This is a nightmare. Less, but still that undeniable endometriosis pain. Only a 15% chance of return after a total hysterectomy and I was one of the “chosen” :bighanky: Why is God testing me so? I just want to have decent health again. But for some reason the Lord keeps saying “no” to my healing. This is a time of great spiritual trials right now. Please keep praying. And thanks to all who have prayed for me! :hug3:

Hi Convert in 99,

I wish that I had all of the answers for you, and that I could make you feel better.

I deal with lots of chronic health issues, too.

I just “offer them up” for everyone, including those who are suffering here.

Prayers said for you, and for your husband, too.

Hang in there, one day at a time. :hug1:

God bless you, my dear.

 

[ToeInTheWater]

I’ve read your recent posts and wanted to write something that would help you, but I have not experienced even 1 % of the suffering you have endured. But I did want to express how I admire you, for when reading your posts to others on CAF, it is apparent that you are a very compassionate person who cares about others. I’ve seen you post on the Baby Mama topic, and I think, not all women in your situation of infertility, would be able to express support for pregnant women.

Many posters come to CAF with their own troubles, and seem too burdened by them to help others, and I certainly understand that. But I do think you deserve much commendation for not letting your suffering turn you into a jaded, bitter, uncaring person. In that way, you have already overcome what others could not.

:tiphat:

I am sending prayers your way, and a virtual hug!

:console:

 

[Trident_H]

I’ve read your recent posts and wanted to write something that would help you, but I have not experienced even 1 % of the suffering you have endured. But I did want to express how I admire you, for when reading your posts to others on CAF, it is apparent that you are a very compassionate person who cares about others. I’ve seen you post on the Baby Mama topic, and I think, not all women in your situation of infertility, would be able to express support for pregnant women.

Many posters come to CAF with their own troubles, and seem too burdened by them to help others, and I certainly understand that. But I do think you deserve much commendation for not letting your suffering turn you into a jaded, bitter, uncaring person. In that way, you have already overcome what others could not.

:tiphat:

I am sending prayers your way, and a virtual hug!

:console:

Yeah. This. x 2

You’re a bit of an inspiration that way Convert. Seriously.

 

[Convert_in_99]

It’s back. It’s definitely back. Having lots of Endo pain today. Ugh! :banghead:

Please pray for me still. I’m going nuts with these constant medical problems.

 

[Convert_in_99]

The Endo pain is Reeeeeealy bad tonight. It’s keeping me up. I’m going to have to call next week. I wonder if ABC pills could help this without that ‘equipment’ being there? Really not wanting another surgery. Please pray for me!

 

[oldgraymare2]

The Endo pain is Reeeeeealy bad tonight. It’s keeping me up. I’m going to have to call next week. I wonder if ABC pills could help this without that ‘equipment’ being there? Really not wanting another surgery. Please pray for me!

I’m so sorry.

I’m up too, right now.

Jesus said, “Where two or more are gathered, there I am, in their midst.”

So here we are, we have two of us…

Thinking of you, and praying for you. Hang tight! XO

Giving you a gentle hug through cyberspace. :hug3: :hug1:

 

[Convert_in_99]

I’m so sorry.

I’m up too, right now.

Jesus said, “Where two or more are gathered, there I am, in their midst.”

So here we are, we have two of us…

Thinking of you, and praying for you. Hang tight! XO

Giving you a gentle hug through cyberspace. :hug3: :hug1:

Thank you! :hug3:

 

[Autumn_Smoke]

Saying prayers for you.

 

[Convert_in_99]

Saying prayers for you.

Thank you so much! :hug1:

 

[Trident_H]

Praying too. I hope there’s some fix. I really want you to be better.

 

[AnthonysMom]

I’m praying for you.

 

[Convert_in_99]

Thank you for the continued prayers.

I had a good morning (only mild to moderate pain) and was able to get some cleaning done. By tonight though my pain has turned severe again. My depression and sense of hopelessness is back as well. Feels like God is angry and punishing me for my sins. Hard to explain, but definitely still need prayers please. Thank you! :hug3:

 

[oldgraymare2]

Thank you for the continued prayers.

I had a good morning (only mild to moderate pain) and was able to get some cleaning done. By tonight though my pain has turned severe again. My depression and sense of hopelessness is back as well. Feels like God is angry and punishing me for my sins. Hard to explain, but definitely still need prayers please. Thank you! :hug3:

Oh Hon,

I don’t think that God would punish you in this way, by allowing you to hurt like this, either emotionally or physically.

Jesus took on all of our sins for all of us, remember?

God is a God of mercy.

You’re not alone in your pain, sweetie. :hug1: :console: There are others of us here who also have chronic health conditions along with chronic pain, too. We’re all in this together.

You are always in my thoughts and prayers, my dear.

 

[Convert_in_99]

Oh Hon,

I don’t think that God would punish you in this way, by allowing you to hurt like this, either emotionally or physically.

Jesus took on all of our sins for all of us, remember?

God is a God of mercy.

You’re not alone in your pain, sweetie. :hug1: :console: There are others of us here who also have chronic health conditions along with chronic pain, too. We’re all in this together.

You are always in my thoughts and prayers, my dear.

Oh I never meant that no one else goes through chronic illness or pain. I’m just working through processing an illness that is going keep me mostly homebound for the rest of my life. I’ve had other chronic illness, but never one so intense and requiring ongoing surgeries or causing me to be homebound and many times bedridden. It’s just I feel I’m so very young. Most people my age are very active and raising families. A bit of a pity party too I guess.

 

[oldgraymare2]

Oh I never meant that no one else goes through chronic illness or pain. I’m just working through processing an illness that is going keep me mostly homebound for the rest of my life. I’ve had other chronic illness, but never one so intense and requiring ongoing surgeries or causing me to be homebound and many times bedridden. It’s just I feel I’m so very young. Most people my age are very active and raising families. A bit of a pity party too I guess.

I understand.

I was just letting you know that you weren’t all alone in your pain–that you have the support of others. It wasn’t my intent to make you feel any worse in any way, and I’m truly sorry if I did. :hug1:

We never know what will happen in life. I started dealing with health issues back when I was in my late teens. We just don’t know when issues are going to start to affect us. :sad_yes:

I understand how it can all take its toll on us and wear us down, and make us weary. That’s why I try and go one day at a time.

You’re always in my thoughts and prayers, and close to my heart. I always think of you when I’m on the forum, and hope that you’re alright.

Special prayers said for you and your dear husband, too.

May God and his Heavenly Kingdom comfort you.

God bless you!

 

[Convert_in_99]

I understand.

I was just letting you know that you weren’t all alone in your pain–that you have the support of others. It wasn’t my intent to make you feel any worse in any way, and I’m truly sorry if I did. :hug1:

We never know what will happen in life. I started dealing with health issues back when I was in my late teens. We just don’t know when issues are going to start to affect us. :sad_yes:

I understand how it can all take its toll on us and wear us down, and make us weary. That’s why I try and go one day at a time.

You’re always in my thoughts and prayers, and close to my heart. I always think of you when I’m on the forum, and hope that you’re alright.

Special prayers said for you and your dear husband, too.

May God and his Heavenly Kingdom comfort you.

God bless you!

No you did not offend me in any way.

It is nice to know I’m not alone.

Thank you so much for the prayers! :hug1: