If we are only certain about our salvation upon judgement day, when we answer to God, what benefit does it give us to lead godly lives and believe in him? Doesn’t it seem capricious?
I think that there are definite standards about salvation. It’s obviously through faith. But one can be sure they are saved if their faith produces good fruit (cf. James).[/Q
point in our lives, we will abandon or deny the faith, and become terrible unrepentant sinners. That is what we are unsure about. We are not unsure about God’s capacity for forgiveness, but are unsure about whether or not we will stumble before finishing the race. This was Paul’s uncertainty. Also, he didn’t want to sound too cocksure about it to the other Christians of his day; it was an indirect warning to them not to be presumptious; the whole of the New Testament is full of warnings not to fall away. Christians had fallen away, and Paul let on that even he was not immune from falling away before the finish of the race.
Yes, if your faith is producing good fruit, there is nothing to be worried about. Rely on God’s grace to pull you through tough times and He will help you to the finish line.
John Calvin’s God is the capricious one. At the Judgement day, He may say, “yes indeed, you did good words and all, produced a lot of fruit, led a godly life, but that does not matter, because I did not create you as one of the elect!”