I was baptized non-denominational protestant, but a year ago, I delved into the Russian Orthodox Church, and I’m now looking towards Roman Catholicism.
The biggest things are that of culture. I’m a German, very proud of my heritage, and entering a church that focuses entirely on Russian and Greek culture, worship, and saints is rather…interesting for me, to say the least. I feel like a minority, and I am also having an extremely difficult time accepting a faith that has nothing to do with the faith that I grew up around. (Even though I was baptized a “heathen,” basically, I was born and raised, and spent a good portion of my life, in west-southwest Germany, which has quite a large catholic population and legacy, especially my hometown).
So in short, perhaps it’s hard for me to explain, but it’s like being the only black person in a room full of whites (not trying to be offensive), if that makes a good analogy. Not unwelcome, but just very alone.
Worship, as well, is something I’m not accustomed to. I’m used to the congregation singing hymns as well as a choir, instead of just the choir solely, the absence of a pipe organ, even church architecture. It’s so hard to explain, but I just can’t change from what I was born around