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christopher6
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I have been struggling to stop this sin. I love Jesus more than anything else in my life. I go to daily mass 3 days a week at my university, attend another daily mass for Fridays, holy hour, confession every week, pray for another hour with a friend at 2:00 on Fridays, volunteer cleaning for church dinners every Tuesday night, go to church lectures twice a month, volunteer for hospitality every Sunday mass, attend small group every week on Wed. for an hour before holy hour, and volunteer at a nursing home every Saturday. All I think about is how much I love Jesus.
I am three and a half weeks in and feeling miserable. I cannot concentrate: I get erections all the time. I am having dreams of masturbation. 24-7 lust towards women. I am waking up in the middle of the night unable to sleep. I am constantly thinking about all the sex I want once I get married.
I get tears in my eyes just thinking about how much I love Jesus. Please help me: all I want to do is glorify God. Please help.
I am three and a half weeks in and feeling miserable. I cannot concentrate: I get erections all the time. I am having dreams of masturbation. 24-7 lust towards women. I am waking up in the middle of the night unable to sleep. I am constantly thinking about all the sex I want once I get married.
I get tears in my eyes just thinking about how much I love Jesus. Please help me: all I want to do is glorify God. Please help.
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