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Hey guys,
today I have a art show going on tonight and I have done a really poor job at preparing for it. I am going to do a public Chalk drawing and I am still trying to figure out what I’m going to draw.

I also have christmas gifts for my Parents and Brother I haven’t finished, and I have another project I should have finished. If you could please pray for God’s forgiveness for my sin and my failures, and that He might, in his abundant mercy, bless the work of my hands today.

I am concerned that I am in mortal sin for sexual impurity (I had a really salacious dream and wanted to revisit it), and for blasphemy. The sin against the Holy Spirit is hanging over me like a dark cloud and I pray that I might be forgiven for the ways I have slighted, belittled, and abused the Holy Spirit.

Thank you all so much for your prayers, and have a happy Christmas.

Sincerely,
Brent Donoho
 
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Holy Joseph, faithful, labourer and obedient server of God, intercede for us in behalf of Brent. Should he imitate your holy virtues and today he will find calmness, peace and craftsmanship to accomplish his tasks. Please also teach him the sweetness that comes from living a life of chastity in his actions and thoughts. I ask this in name of Christ, Our Lord.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen
 
Praying that the Lord may strengthen you with all necessary graces. Also praying that He may bless your work.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen
 
A dream cannot be sinful, for we have no use of our will during it; the volitional part of our head being asleep.

To desire to regain it might be a sin, but only venial, as a dream would not be grave matter. ITASM!!!

Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is, according to Church commentary, final impenitence; ergo, if you can breathe, you have not committed it.

Set your mind at ease and start using those HANDS!

ICXC NIKA.
 
Merciful Father please embrace and assist Bdonoho in all spiritual and temporal needs. Father, Thy will be done.
 
Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

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Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

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Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning is now ever shall be world without end
Amen.

Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection, implored thy help, or sought thy intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto thee, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To thee do I come, before thee I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in thy mercy, hear and answer me. Amen

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Tonight was a disaster. I tried to do a picture, but I fell into the trap of believing the Holy Spirit was directing me in every detail and if I deviated and wanted to do something from my imagination I was not trusting the Holy Spirit. I kept imagining the picture turning out to be a disaster and me telling my parents that it was because the Holy Spirit telling me to do it and it being a tangible period of being let down by God. I realized I wasn’t trusting in God at all, and that I had sinned against him by thinking this would happen, and almost desiring it to happen so that it would give me an excuse to not have to try to listen for the Holy Spirit when working and just create what I wanted, but I knew that would be hollow and empty. I wanted God’s blessing, but I realized then I wanted a nice picture more than I wanted to repair the sins I had committed against God and the Holy Spirit. During times like this, it was easy for me to feel consent towards the blasphemous thoughts towards the Holy Spirit as they were popping into my head.

After pleading with the Virgin Mary to pray for me so I could figure out what to do, I was given the inspiration to pack it up and go home. I didn’t want to at first, but it started to rain and once more I realized I wasn’t trusting in God. I am worn out and afraid of what I’ve done to the Holy Spirit. I’m just frustrated and I wish I could start over again, but I have to learn how to relate to God better than this.
 
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