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SusanRose
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I would greatly appreciate your prayers.
I have been recovering from an accident I had in work 7 weeks ago where floor gave way underneath me and I fell from a height. I was truly watched over by God as my injuries are minor but still giving me complaint.
I have finally been able to take a break from work to rest and recover but I have overcommitted to too many different things and feel such extreme pressure from people to fulfil things. I was meant to visit family this weekend and I was looking forward to the trip and then I remembered a friend’s birthday and another friend I committed to helping with her work project. I know I said I’d be there for all these people, my family included and I feel so sad to let people down.
Finally, I joined a choir as I love to sing and the songs for God made me feel so happy. I had to miss a rehearsal because of the accident and was told if I miss one more I would be excluded from our end of year concert. I have now realised that rehearsal is this weekend too even though we usually skip at public holidays. What was meant to be a positive experience just feels like another burden right now and they are so unfeeling which I didn’t expect from a Christian community. I don’t know what to do, I don’t feel I even have the courage to speak to people to let them down.
It sounds so minute compared to the problems of the world, but I think being injured and having just finished a tough job my defences are lower than normal. I want quiet time to reflect and pray and life keeps trying to get in the way.
I don’t know how to pray at the minute so I humbly ask you to pray for me, direct me to some prayers you find useful when modern stress gets in on top of you.
Lord, I know this too shall pass and I am thankful for your care of me the past few weeks. Please help me not to feel such pressure and to see beyond the challenges of our modern society and help me to be a good friend, choir member and relative.
Amen
I have been recovering from an accident I had in work 7 weeks ago where floor gave way underneath me and I fell from a height. I was truly watched over by God as my injuries are minor but still giving me complaint.
I have finally been able to take a break from work to rest and recover but I have overcommitted to too many different things and feel such extreme pressure from people to fulfil things. I was meant to visit family this weekend and I was looking forward to the trip and then I remembered a friend’s birthday and another friend I committed to helping with her work project. I know I said I’d be there for all these people, my family included and I feel so sad to let people down.
Finally, I joined a choir as I love to sing and the songs for God made me feel so happy. I had to miss a rehearsal because of the accident and was told if I miss one more I would be excluded from our end of year concert. I have now realised that rehearsal is this weekend too even though we usually skip at public holidays. What was meant to be a positive experience just feels like another burden right now and they are so unfeeling which I didn’t expect from a Christian community. I don’t know what to do, I don’t feel I even have the courage to speak to people to let them down.
It sounds so minute compared to the problems of the world, but I think being injured and having just finished a tough job my defences are lower than normal. I want quiet time to reflect and pray and life keeps trying to get in the way.
I don’t know how to pray at the minute so I humbly ask you to pray for me, direct me to some prayers you find useful when modern stress gets in on top of you.
Lord, I know this too shall pass and I am thankful for your care of me the past few weeks. Please help me not to feel such pressure and to see beyond the challenges of our modern society and help me to be a good friend, choir member and relative.
Amen