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dlobrien
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About a week ago I started to “rediscover Catholocism” and I am SO completely overwhelmed with all the lessons, information, etc. that I didn’t know/wasn’t familiar with. I have been Catholic all my life but now I am really getting into the Faith (I’m 21 now and about to go back to college next week). I am so overwhelmed with all the books, websites, apps, and radio talk about being Catholic that I feel like I can’t really dive into it and maintain a clear, uncluttered head. I’ve started reading the Gospel of John as well as daily Mass readings, researching various Saints, learning about Church dogma and tradition, papacy, some prayers, and the list goes on… Some theologins and apologists have spent their entire lives looking at the meaning of just a couple verses. I feel like I am so overloaded with information that i can’t learn enough of it in my lifetime let alone a week. It crowds my every thought so much that I spend every spare minute on my iPad reading as much as I can about anything I can find. I can’t even pray with a clear mind without random thoughts flitting around distracting me. How can I decipher what to do when I can’t even remember what I am praying about? I feel like I can’t go deeply into everything because there are so many topics that I can only learn a little about each one. I am having a hard time enjoying e rest of my life because these things are taking over my mind (and I just want to know more!) I feel like the devil is preventing me from becoming closer to God by overwhelming me with all this information.