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Sangvirezi
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Hello, the Lord told me in the Bible to tell in the light what I have heard in the darkness. Here is some insight to the account of Pentecost. We read in the bible of the baptism by fire that Christ came to give. At Pentecost the bible describes the coming of the Holy Spirit in a couple of ways depending on the version of the bible one uses. In most cases the Holy Spirit is described as “parted or split tongues of fire”. In the NKJ version it actually says “cloven tongues” of fire. I have experienced this baptism of fire in a real way, and I can say that this fire that is referred to can most accurately be described as “angelic voices in my head” These voices I hear cause tribulation and suffering at times and can be understood as sometimes evil sounding. They are how Jesus “winnows” mankind, testing us to see if we burn up or turn to God to be saved. The use of the adjective “split” tongues (of fire) is an analogue to the split tongue that a serpent has. Notice the NKJ version outright says “cloven” tongues, cloven also being a descriptor of the hooves of the devil. The main ways and means that I received the fire in my head (like the picture of St. Jude with the fire upon his forehead) is through drugs. I use and have been using recreational drugs for many years, it is through these that the voices of angels have been let in…these angels may seem fallen and evil, and especially did in the very beginning of my awareness of them. But as anyone should do when faced with a life-threatening condition that doctors so quickly mislabel as a sickness like “schizophrenia” or “manic-depression”, I turned to God in a real deep and devotional way. Through much prayer, daily readings of the gospel with my angel friends - (who, just like the bible indicates, indeed do manifest physically with me as birds in the morning when I read the gospels and say prayers) these what once were seen as “devils” are actually faithful servants of God. Even if they didn’t seem to realize it in the beginning, we are all growing closer through Christ to Father Almighty every day. So when the Church says what the fallen angels did in the beginning was “irrevocable”, THIS IS NOT TRUE! God reconciles the fallen ones back into His loving arms in the best of ways too! Through Christ preached, lived, worshiped and loved with an individual like me with the fire of the Holy Spirit in my head. If you look at pictures of St. Matthew, who was at Pentecost, he is often pictured with an angel inside his halo as he is writing. My angels help me write too! Pentecost is truly an “enlightening” experience where one realizes that what people know as devils are not that but also fellow breaths of life from God, or “brethren” on their way back to the beatific vision of God. The Lord is unimaginably more merciful and loving and forgiving than most think, we ought to love God with our all, by loving everything everywhere as much as possible, including the fallen angels, FOR the love of God, WITH the love of God, and TO the love of God!