Let me clear something up here. I am not some pimply faced adolescent sitting in his bedroom surrounded by Beyonce posters. I have mileage on the clock. I have been around the block a few times. I have, for a great number of years, probably since the birth of my kids, spent not an inconsiderable amount of time thinking about what all this means. My bookshelves are groaning with tiles from Dawkins to Cicero and Harris to Hume. Since Kindle and Amazon, I have been buying books quicker than I can read them.
I did not think that you are a kid. However, you reveal a real hunger that has not been satisfied by what you have read thus far. Given the authors you listed, this is not a surprise.
You’re hungry for God, Bradski. Why else would you spend so much of your free time talking to believers. You want what we have, but you can’t bring yourself to actually committing to God.
And it’s not like I now have a disparate collection of contrary thoughts that I am trying to tie together. It’s like a jigsaw puzzle. When you get closer to finishing it, it’s easier to find where the remaining pieces go. You can stand back and see the whole thing. The number of times I read something where I get a ‘yes!’ moment and I need to get up and pace the room realising that another piece has just slotted into place – well, those times are becoming more frequent.
Now I include in my jigsaw all that I learnt when I was younger – when I was brought up as a Christian. I haven’t rejected all that I was told. But I don’t limit myself to it. There is so, so much more available to those who spend the time looking.
It would not be wise for any of us to limit ourselves to what we were told when we were children. What I’m wondering is how open you really are to hearing a more mature version of what you may have heard back then.
But what are you telling me? No need to do all that work? No need to read all those books? I can reject all the science I have learned? I can reject the sociology, psychology, evolutionary bilogy, philosophy? I don’t need any of it? Because a lot of what it tells me is in direct contrast to what you would have me believe.
Since there is only one author of Truth, I do not think that theology and science will ever contradict one another when they are fully understood.
Let me ask you how you came to your particular position. Born into religion? Into Catholicism? Like the vast majority of believers? Do you follow the religion of your parents and your peers? In which case, in my not so humble opinion, you have accepted what to believe and you have no choice in the matter. There is no way that you are going to cherry pick the facets of Catholic teaching you like and reject the rest. It’s all or nothing. Which I object to in the strongest possible terms.
Or…like some on this forum, you decided that the particular religion you were brought up in wasn’t right. There must be a better one. So you have personally decided that the Catholic faith is for you. What they believe matches your own personal interpretation of how we should live our lives. In which case, you had already, in some way, decided what was right and what was wrong, just as I have.
I’m a convert to the Catholic faith. I joined the Church when I was a student at Georgia Tech. Therefore, while I was raised in a Protestant Christian home, I do not follow the faith of my parents in the same way that they do. And no, I do not pick and choose like a cafeteria Catholic, because I believe that the Catholic Church is the one, true Church established by God upon Peter, the rock. It teaches infallibly with divine authority, and I accept all of it. ALL. OF. IT.
However, you err in one respect: I didn’t choose the Catholic Church after a careful examination of options. God reached out to me when I was NOT looking for Him and drew me to Himself and His Church.
Now, you can object to this if you like, but you would have to do more than that to prove that my view is incorrect. And this you cannot do because the Catholic Church has never formally taught false doctrine in the course of its entire history. But that’s the stuff of other threads.
That is, you would have gone through the same process as I did to reach my position. Except that yours matches what the Catholic church teaches. Mine doesn’t.
I cannot say whether we have gone through the same process since I do not know what you went through. However, I can say with confidence that what I believe matches what the Catholic Church teaches because I have chosen to accept and obey what the Catholic Church teaches after having been convinced of the Church’s divine origin and authority. IOW, I didn’t first decide what I believed about God and then go shopping for a Church to match my own ideas. No, I went looking for historical authenticity first, and having discovered it, THEN I set about learning what I needed to know of the particulars of Catholic theology.
But I’m guessing that your position doesn’t really satisfy you, does it? You buy books faster than you can read them. You spend hours online talking to people who think very differently than you about God. And why is that?
St. Augustine, one of the great doctors of the Church who resisted the call of God for many years because of his own addiction to sexual pleasure knew the restlessness of the heart. He wrote, “Thou hast made us for thyself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it finds its rest in thee.”
Maybe you’re restless because you do not rest in God, Bradski.
So I have already decided whether it is right or not to sleep with an unmarried woman. I have already decided that a lot of what Catholicism specifically and religion in general teaches is not right.
And are you infallible in this regard?
