I am looking for work with the disabled where I can get a decent wage for having worked with those wirth Alzheimers for 9 years and having had a B.A. (at least $11 to have my own place and pay utilities, cell-phone, gas for the car, and other common expenses). I would travel anywhere I would likely get a job (the boss likes the online application and resume well enough or one of you wants a guy who can be goofy in order to get people laughing). Despite past argumentative, angry, and possibly mean statements here (as newsgroups can become for me an extension of my subconscious insecurities and frustrations if I don't watch myself and practice self-control), I like my humor silly and I use what I can do to make elderly residents, younger staff and little cousins.
I could do work for a stipend if I could get experience doing something transferable, like teaching, without a degree for that (which would look good if I tried to get into a program). I don't do well when worrying about my future. Then again, if I have sanctifying grace, I don't care what happens to my physical well-being. I could be a St. Benedict Laboure (sp?) in that regard. Being scrupulous, and have a primary fault, I almost never feel I have it for some reason. Priests I respect don't call back (well, I didn't ask one, but he is a friend of the family and I don't want to mention any family in a bad light--I don't know if anyone's to blame, for sure--or certain embarassing mistakes) and the ones whose Mass makes me concerned about their reasoning are the only ones I've come into contact with.
Did they have the same problems the Latin Rite had after Vatican 2 [though I still wonder if Bl. John 23rd's tossing out the seriousness that was the attitude of pre-Vatican 2 times (though he seemed to have forgotten humorous people like St. Philip Neri and Brother Juniper doing well in those serious times) had anything to do with that--not that he meant to undermine the faith of millions of Catholics around the world as that could have been a punishment for our sins (Babel of non-official Catholic languages of various rites)].
I have heard that some Patriotic bishops/priests have just been the "patriotic" kind on paper, but actually got truly ordained when possible. Nevertheless, you never can be entirely sure.