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bdawg,Hi nebula,
I’m facing a dilemma in this argument. On the one hand, I’m glad you came to the conclusion that God exists, and that you figure the Bible is generally compatible with that belief. I certainly don’t want to argue against that. On the other hand, it makes me sad that your particular approach to theological questions led you out of Mormonism. I would like you and respect you, regardless, but I have to admit that the feeling is there. But it seems to me that you are smart and fair-minded enough to see that there might be flaws in your arguments for faith (as well as mine), so I don’t really think that anything I say would cause your “skeptical impulse” to “bubble up and dismantle, intellectually, whatever metaphysics [you] build.” So I guess what I want to accomplish by arguing in favor of giving high priority to special revelation (especially your own) is to outline why I think that sort of thing can shore you up against your skeptical impulses. Anyway, I hope you know that nothing I say is meant to tear down your faith.
I actually meant that argument to sidestep those questions. My point was to show that, whether the Greek questions and answers were right or not, the Hebrews did not start with a philosophical argument for the existence of a Necessary Being. They started with special revelation to prophets and personal experiences that led people to believe the witness of the prophets. So it seems to me that God is perfectly comfortable with people starting there, and I see no counterexamples throughout the Bible. (Maybe I just wasn’t looking hard enough, though.) When Christ established His Church, what did he do? He chose certain men to be witnesses of the foundational events. “And are built upon the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Jesus Christ himself being the chief corner *stone” *(Eph. 2:20) And when these apostles were confronted about their teachings, they didn’t philosophize–they witnessed. “For we cannot but speak the things which we have seen and heard” (Acts 4:20).
I agree. If you are going to allow room for faith, you have to allow that the story might be true, first.
I guess I just don’t buy that the argument from contingency really proves that there must be a single, Necessary Being. I think it’s only really strong enough to prove that one or more things “just are.” After that, I think the reasoning gets stretched a little thin. I mean, if two “infinite Beings” impinge on each other’s infinity, it seems to me that one finite being would impinge on an infinite Being’s infinity just as well. I’m not sure how the word “infinity” is being applied here, but in math class they always said that infinity plus infinity equals infinity. (Hopefully, the last few sentences made some kind of sense.)
Ok, I’m going to give you a personal example to explain why I think the way I do about this issue.
The thing is that I have my own “skeptical impulses” that I’ve had to deal with. I grew up as a Mormon, and so I was always told that I had to gain my own “testimony,” based on personal revelation by the Holy Spirit. And when I quit being an indifferent teenager, I did. I even had a number of very surprising experiences that confirmed to me that it wasn’t just my “feelings,” that were involved. I had to admit, on the other hand, that I sometimes misinterpreted what God was saying, even though I was quite sure that God was speaking, given all the experiences I had had. I figured that was ok, because my experience had been that this was something you have to grow into. But what if I was misinterpreting what God was saying to me about really important stuff?
For example, like most people I have my own perennial problems that I continually have to try to repent about, and seek God’s forgiveness. I would pray for forgiveness, try to repent, and eventually would feel God’s love and forgiveness communicated by the Holy Spirit. One day my “skeptical impulses” kicked into gear. What if this was one of those “miscommunications”? What if I felt forgiven because I subconciously wanted to feel that way? I was really worried about that. I decided to fast and pray about it for a day. I told God that I didn’t want to be some kind of “sign seeker,” but I was really worried about this issue, and I asked for something extra–I didn’t specify what–so I would know whether I should trust my sense of what God was communicating, or not. I didn’t have any “feelings” all day, even though I prayed repeatedly. Finally, I knelt down to pray by my bedside at the end of the day, and started to ask one more time.
Right then, my wife piped up. She had been reading the Book of Mormon, and said, “Hey, this is interesting.” She then read Mosiah 26:30 in the Book of Mormon, which says, “Yea, and as often as my people repent will I forgive them their trespasses against me.” I was stunned. My wife almost never pipes up like that about such things, and she chose to do so at the exact moment I was praying for an answer just like the one contained in those verses.
Maybe this doesn’t impress you, but for me, it was exactly what I needed. Because of my OWN experiences with God, I feel I can say that God speaks to regular people, and He backs up his words, when needed.
So this is why this issue hits home for me. I actually got a minor in philosophy in college, so I knew about all the different arguments for the existence of God, and criticisms of those arguments. I was pretty well read about arguments for and against my specific faith. None of that could really build much conviction within me, but my personal experiences with God have.
I still entertain doubts, and I recognize that I don’t always have perfectly persuasive arguments to stave off criticisms of my faith. But now it doesn’t seem so urgent to have all the loose ends tied off. Don’t get me wrong–I see the value in having an intellectually consistent faith. It’s just that now the loose ends seem more like puzzles to be solved than crises.
Don’t worry. I don’t primarily believe in God because I can demonstrate it’s a rational thing to do, I believe because I found out that I have faith in God. It’s really something, one day I just realized that I believed in God. Before then I had hoped God was there, I had faith God was there, but I wasn’t at the place I’d say I fully believed in His existence. Then I discovered it, and it was a true ‘wow’ moment. That’s why I had to stop being a Mormon. As soon as I discovered that within myself, moments later I knew that my sojourn with Mormonism was over. So it wasn’t my approach to theological questions that led to my final break with the LDS church, it was the realization that I actually did believe in God, and the entire time I prayed to Him, I prayed to an infinite, eternal, monotheistic God. For me to continue on with Mormonism at that point would be like trying to fit a square peg in a round hole, it wasn’t going to happen without something breaking. I’m sure that my exposure to the four proofs of God’s existence had some influence on even being able to conceive of God as I do, but they didn’t directly lead me there. I think of the four proofs as evidence of God- they show how it is reasonable and rational enough to believe, but they cannot prove conclusively that God exists. Believe me, if it was all up to me, I’d still be an agnostic having my yearly existential crisis. Happily I’ve found that it’s not all up to me.
So, I admit that I misinterpreted your first argument. I suppose in a way my paragraph above addresses that, in a way I too started with personal revelation becasue without it I would not embrace God. He has empowered me to have faith in Him (relational kind involving trust in another person, not the cognitive assent to a truth claim with no evidence kind). I have to add a few qualifiers though. One is that part of my reply to your first argument was that the early Hebrews didn’t have the same type of questions that we typically do because they didn’t have the concepts necessary to formulate those same questions-- and I stick by that. For instance, the whole reason I got interested in religion at all is because as a teenager I had those typical existential questions: why do I exist? Why does something exist instead of nothing? What does it mean for me to be able to be able to wonder about these questions??. Pondering those ideas is how I ran into Mormons in the first place, and joined the church, but I lost sight of those questions as I became a Mormon. I had many powerful experiences as a Mormon, and as a result, tried to ignore those questions since I never found the Mormon answer to those questions at all compelling. Now my questions are answered, and I find that I have a steady kind of belief in God that I have never before experienced… and I believe that is in part because my rational, questioning side is free and openly engaged with my spiritual side. It has allowed me to have solid faith and not simply try to anchor myself mentally to the last ‘Holy Ghost experience’ that I had and wait it out.
You mention that my reasoning may be flawed and so I ought not place too much emphasis on that. Yes, I agree, my reasoning may be flawed, but couldn’t this objection be thrown back at you… how do you know that you can trust your personal revelations? After all, Mormons aren’t the only ones to report having strong spiritual experiences or witnessing miracles, lots of people do, with contradictory beliefs. Why trust subjective experiences above reasoning?
Obviously I can’t judge your experiences at all. You’re a thoughtful person and you know what you are talking about so the best we can hope for at the end of the day is an impasse.