I have begun praying the rosary daily, on the advice of a friend of mine, who is also a priest. I’ve also been praying in church, attending mass, and even went to confession for the first time, I think, since my confirmation. (I’ve been away a while.)
I realize God may have other plans for me, but I don’t understand why he would bring a man like Beau into my life–one who told me he wanted marriage and kids–the latter of which my ex-husband did not want (one reason he’s my ex), and make our relationship so loving and right, only to take him suddenly away.
I’m praying that this is just a blip in our relationship that we can move past. It happens in all relationships, I think, to some degree. But the distance between us complicates things. We can’t just meet and talk.
I will speak with Beau again next week.
In the mean time, if you would keep Beau, me, and my intentions in your prayers, I would be very grateful.
xo