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I’m in my Third Year as a baptised Catholic. I’m devoted to the Faith and attend Confession and Mass weekly. I am in love with the Faith and yet I am struggling so much.
I struggle enormously with sins of a sexual nature, and even though I hate the sins and know them to corrupt the soul I feel like I cannot fight against them.
I struggle with deep loneliness and feel that I have no real contact with any other male Catholics throughout the week. I want to make new Catholic friends, preferably male/ my own age but I don’t know how to and I seem permanently unable to actually make friendships work (i.e other men just don’t bother with me…).
I struggle with my Parish in that I have been eager to help out more in serving Mass and in joining the parish council but I feel like my Priest just isn’t interested in me being apart of the Parish as he rarely ever replies to e-mails and seems uninterested in helping me grow into the Parish which upsets me as I have an enormous amount of respect for him; he’s a wonderfully holy Priest.
I also struggle with doubts and despair. I want to abandon myself to the Faith and I see lots of other men my age who seem blissfully able to unquestionably accept God and the Church and yet I seem plagued by doubts, constantly, unable even to pray often. Sometimes I “feel” like an Atheist because I just don’t feel/ acknowledge/ know God to be in my life.
I honestly don’t know what to do, who to turn to, or how to ask God for help. I feel like even if I ask Him for help he’s not there or if He is there I feel like He won’t respond. Perhaps because I’m in sin.
If you’ve read this, thank-you. Please pray for me as I don’t know what else to do. I know that I could never live my life “outside” of the Church even though I often feel like I have no other choice. I just want God’s reassurance that He’s there and that He’s with me…If I had that I could accept anything I think.
Please pray for me a sinner.
My name’s Aaron. I’m 27 and live in England. My patron saint is St. Stephen.
I struggle enormously with sins of a sexual nature, and even though I hate the sins and know them to corrupt the soul I feel like I cannot fight against them.
I struggle with deep loneliness and feel that I have no real contact with any other male Catholics throughout the week. I want to make new Catholic friends, preferably male/ my own age but I don’t know how to and I seem permanently unable to actually make friendships work (i.e other men just don’t bother with me…).
I struggle with my Parish in that I have been eager to help out more in serving Mass and in joining the parish council but I feel like my Priest just isn’t interested in me being apart of the Parish as he rarely ever replies to e-mails and seems uninterested in helping me grow into the Parish which upsets me as I have an enormous amount of respect for him; he’s a wonderfully holy Priest.
I also struggle with doubts and despair. I want to abandon myself to the Faith and I see lots of other men my age who seem blissfully able to unquestionably accept God and the Church and yet I seem plagued by doubts, constantly, unable even to pray often. Sometimes I “feel” like an Atheist because I just don’t feel/ acknowledge/ know God to be in my life.
I honestly don’t know what to do, who to turn to, or how to ask God for help. I feel like even if I ask Him for help he’s not there or if He is there I feel like He won’t respond. Perhaps because I’m in sin.
If you’ve read this, thank-you. Please pray for me as I don’t know what else to do. I know that I could never live my life “outside” of the Church even though I often feel like I have no other choice. I just want God’s reassurance that He’s there and that He’s with me…If I had that I could accept anything I think.
Please pray for me a sinner.
My name’s Aaron. I’m 27 and live in England. My patron saint is St. Stephen.