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I’m not sure if this goes here…but I am at a really desperate point in my life…

I am very angry and upset at God…I really feel like He has abandoned me…I don’t understand…I keep trying to have faith, to keep believing him, that what im going through has meaning…but I don’t see a way out…I keep thinking that…suicide…is the only choice I really have left…I know it’s wrong…It’s not that I don’t have faith in God…it’s just that I cant humanely live like this.I’m not living like a human being b/c im so hurt…and I’m letting others suffer as well…

I think im going to go crazy…I want to live a normal life…but my body and mind wont function…I feel like screaming at God… and it all happened b/c of somebody else’s mistake( I can’t really say what…)…I just want to keep it short…I’m just mad at God for not preventing it from happening…why do I have to suffer so much b/c of someone else’s mistake?..God already knew this would happen right?
I’ve lost so much in life b/c of this problem…job, being happy…everything… I’m really not trying to make excuses…I’ve been to the doctor to correct it, but theres nothing they can do…

Only if that person didn’t make a mistake…and if God could have prevented it from happening…I would be living a very normal, happy life…now my life is a living hell…and theres no way out…
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Please I can’t go on much longer…I keep praying and crying my heart out but…God wont listen…He wont heal…I don’t know what to do…please I feel so sick from feeling in despair…
I don’t know why He brought this on me…when He could have prevented it from happening…and bringing my life down…

Please pray for me that I will heal and for the Lord to give me the strength to go through this ordeal…Please…Thank you so much…
 
***Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

:crossrc:***
 
Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy Kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

Dear Jesus, you suffered on the cross for us. You were betrayed, you were rejected and tortured, all so we could be healed. Lord, you have transformed all our suffering because you yourself went through it all. Please be with Estelle, our dear sister. Hold her in your arms, strengthen her, let her know the peace and joy you want to give her. Heal her of whatever trial she’s going through. Strengthen her Oh God. Let her feel your love.

I’m going to say a rosary right now for you my friend. You are not alone.:grouphug:
 
Saints Michael, Raphael, and Dymphna, Pray for us! All the Angels and Saints, Pray for us. Please Pray the Chaplet of Devine Mercy and the Holy Rosary. It will help you so much. The Chaplet takes about six minutes.

Psalm 46:10 - “Be still and know that I am God”
 
:signofcross:Lord Jesus Christ, Divine Redeemer, we beseech Thee to attend Estelle in her anger and suffering. Grant her an abundant outpouring of Thy Divine Grace so that she may grow through these experiences and become more holy. Send good people to walk with her and help her carry her cross as Thou didst allow Simon of Cyrene to help carry Thy Cross. Lastly, we ask that she be given wisdom, strength and fortitude. Amen
 
Prayers for strength, healing and courage and most of all
Peace.
Mary.

Always seek professional help if you feel suicidal.
 
Dear Estelle,

Please don’t despair. Please reach out to me via private message. I’m here for you and will be praying for you.
 
Lord, please grant JesusEstelle the healing and graces necessary to accept that which is the mystery of Christian suffering in union with your Passion, on the other side of which is glory. Help this soul harbor no resentment. Show this soul the brevity of this temporal, fallen pilgrimage (cf. Psalm 90:12) Send angels to comfort and minister to JesusEstelle in this pilgrimage of suffering. Heal this soul physically and spiritually by your divine hand if it be in accord with the Father’s merciful will. Our Lady, pray with us. Amen.
 
Ave Maria
gratia plena
Dominus tecum
Benedicta tu in mulieribus
et benedictus Fructus ventris
tui Iesus
sancta Maria
mater Dei
ora pro nobis peccatoribus
nunc et in hora mortis nostrae
Amen

:gopray:
 
Estelle,
You are in my prayers! :console:
May the Lord Bless You and bring you peace!
 
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary,
that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection,
implored your help or sought your intercession,
was left unaided.
Inspired with this confidence,
I fly to you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother;
to you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful.

O Mother of the Word Incarnate,
despise not my petitions,
but in your mercy hear and answer me.

Amen.
 
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