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StephenBales
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Hey all
So I have a friend who’s going through a real rough time. She told me today she wants to kill herself. Now, rather than try to stop conversation about why, she told me explicitly; she feels ignored, like she’s a waste of space, that it wouldn’t really matter if she were gone. Because she didn’t stop the convo, but was fine talking about it, I think (and hope I’m right) that she telling me this is more of a cry for help rather than just telling me her plans. When I was suicidal, and the couple times I almost did it, I never wanted to talk. Again, maybe that’s just me. But I hope that’s right.
So please, please please please, pray for my friend, and pray earnestly. I can’t imagine my world without her and I love her so much. She’s also a fallen away Catholic, so it’d be infinitely worse if she left this world of her own accord. Please pray for my love.
Much less importantly, I’m a little concerned about my reaction to this. I’ve been praying throughout the day, and if in any prayers more than a minute or so in length today, the tears are flowing and I can barely control the blubbering. But whenever I have to stop for a while, I go back to normal moods, or worse, robotic. I’ve given myself some grief before by improperly consolidating and suppressing emotions; is it unhealthy that I’m so intense during prayer but then go back to normalcy as if nothing is happening?
Extra petition, if you haven’t already: PLEASE please please pray for my dear friend. I don’t know the pain she’s going through, but I pray that she just holds on a while longer until it’s over. Her birthday is on Thursday
So I have a friend who’s going through a real rough time. She told me today she wants to kill herself. Now, rather than try to stop conversation about why, she told me explicitly; she feels ignored, like she’s a waste of space, that it wouldn’t really matter if she were gone. Because she didn’t stop the convo, but was fine talking about it, I think (and hope I’m right) that she telling me this is more of a cry for help rather than just telling me her plans. When I was suicidal, and the couple times I almost did it, I never wanted to talk. Again, maybe that’s just me. But I hope that’s right.
So please, please please please, pray for my friend, and pray earnestly. I can’t imagine my world without her and I love her so much. She’s also a fallen away Catholic, so it’d be infinitely worse if she left this world of her own accord. Please pray for my love.
Much less importantly, I’m a little concerned about my reaction to this. I’ve been praying throughout the day, and if in any prayers more than a minute or so in length today, the tears are flowing and I can barely control the blubbering. But whenever I have to stop for a while, I go back to normal moods, or worse, robotic. I’ve given myself some grief before by improperly consolidating and suppressing emotions; is it unhealthy that I’m so intense during prayer but then go back to normalcy as if nothing is happening?
Extra petition, if you haven’t already: PLEASE please please pray for my dear friend. I don’t know the pain she’s going through, but I pray that she just holds on a while longer until it’s over. Her birthday is on Thursday
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