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yahwehsdaughter
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Iāve been praying a rosary novena for the past 11 days. The day before I started, I found a website that claimed praying for the intercession of saints is sinful, a deception, and I would go to hell for doing it. You all helped me and cleared up my doubts and fears, but I feel like demons have been trying to make me terrified of Mary and God and think they are both cruel and evil, so I wonāt pray to them and ask them for help.
I was reading St. Louis de Montfortās book on the Holy Rosary and got extremely triggered at the story of Mary appearing to two little girls and taking one of them away for 3 days. The story is that the little girl showed up on the doorstep of her house on the third day, beaming with joy, saying that the lady she prayed the rosary to took her to āa beautiful placeā and let her hold a beautiful baby. Iām sure the baby is supposed to be Jesus, but how does that even work since Jesus isnāt a baby? And why would Mary kidnap someoneās child and make the family worry like that? I used to have recurring nightmares of being with my brother and I would look up and he was nowhere to be found. I would scream his name and cry bitterly because I couldnāt find him, and when I woke up, I would cry and ask God to rebuke the devil for such terrible dreams, which implied he was permanently lost (spiritually). The story of the little girl being taken from her sister by Mary reminded me of that horrible dream
. And the girl disappearing and showing back up scares me because of that scene from the movie āUsā (I donāt recommend watching horror movies, they are extremely demonic). In the movie, the little girl disappears and reappears, but itās not actually her. Itās a doppelganger who is evil and she lives in the other girls place.
I tried sleeping with the full rosary (gregorian chant) playing, but I woke up due to bad dreams about demons. I had prayer intentions to pray the whole rosary for the whole world so everyone would be saved in this generation (I believe itās the will of God), but Iāve been facing persistent demonic attacks every day and night, as well as having fears of Mary and God. I want it to stop, but I also think all the suffering is intentional because Iāve been offering it for salvation of souls. I would like to be delivered, but if not, I would like strength to endure anyway.
TL;DR: Demons are trying to make me afraid of Mary and God, and think they are evil, so I wonāt pray. Iām being attacked day and night, and having nightmares that are ruining my sleep.
I was reading St. Louis de Montfortās book on the Holy Rosary and got extremely triggered at the story of Mary appearing to two little girls and taking one of them away for 3 days. The story is that the little girl showed up on the doorstep of her house on the third day, beaming with joy, saying that the lady she prayed the rosary to took her to āa beautiful placeā and let her hold a beautiful baby. Iām sure the baby is supposed to be Jesus, but how does that even work since Jesus isnāt a baby? And why would Mary kidnap someoneās child and make the family worry like that? I used to have recurring nightmares of being with my brother and I would look up and he was nowhere to be found. I would scream his name and cry bitterly because I couldnāt find him, and when I woke up, I would cry and ask God to rebuke the devil for such terrible dreams, which implied he was permanently lost (spiritually). The story of the little girl being taken from her sister by Mary reminded me of that horrible dream
I tried sleeping with the full rosary (gregorian chant) playing, but I woke up due to bad dreams about demons. I had prayer intentions to pray the whole rosary for the whole world so everyone would be saved in this generation (I believe itās the will of God), but Iāve been facing persistent demonic attacks every day and night, as well as having fears of Mary and God. I want it to stop, but I also think all the suffering is intentional because Iāve been offering it for salvation of souls. I would like to be delivered, but if not, I would like strength to endure anyway.
TL;DR: Demons are trying to make me afraid of Mary and God, and think they are evil, so I wonāt pray. Iām being attacked day and night, and having nightmares that are ruining my sleep.
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