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howletus
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I ask for your prayers during a very difficult and scary time for myself and my family.
I am the only one in my family who is not on depression and anxiety medication. Coincidentally I’m the only one who of four cradle Catholic altar boys who has grown in and learned their Catholic faith since becoming an adult. The last few weeks I have been plagued with feelings of anxiety and fear about going crazy and hurting people. For many years my faith has gotten me through and has been the one thing that has allowed my brothers who are all on medication to maybe think that it is only by coming back to the church that they can get throught their depression. Two of my three brothers seem miserable and use alchohol, medication, and promiscuity to get through it. We are all in our mid to late thirties and are really starting to struggle with our past. I think our mother was abused as a child but has never dealt with it. Please pray for me that I can rely on my faith in Jesus to get through this. That I can learn to understand what it means to give it to him. I am too scared to become dependent on medication.
Prayers and any advice is greatly appreciated. My prayers are with all of you.
I am the only one in my family who is not on depression and anxiety medication. Coincidentally I’m the only one who of four cradle Catholic altar boys who has grown in and learned their Catholic faith since becoming an adult. The last few weeks I have been plagued with feelings of anxiety and fear about going crazy and hurting people. For many years my faith has gotten me through and has been the one thing that has allowed my brothers who are all on medication to maybe think that it is only by coming back to the church that they can get throught their depression. Two of my three brothers seem miserable and use alchohol, medication, and promiscuity to get through it. We are all in our mid to late thirties and are really starting to struggle with our past. I think our mother was abused as a child but has never dealt with it. Please pray for me that I can rely on my faith in Jesus to get through this. That I can learn to understand what it means to give it to him. I am too scared to become dependent on medication.
Prayers and any advice is greatly appreciated. My prayers are with all of you.
