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Flambeau
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Hello All,
Please pray for me, I am having my first bout with depression and it is very difficult. My father, who was my best friend, business partner, and the best father ever passed away about 5 months ago after a very difficult last few months with pancreatic cancer. My father and I had worked together for 10 years; and I have now taken over as president of the company, and have the full brunt of 130 employees and 4 different locations to deal with, in addition to the crushing loss I feel at losing him. My wife and I also had a miscarriage recently; which was deeply painful as we have not been able to conceive since the birth of our daughter 8 years ago.
I feel constant stress about work, and constant sadness about missing my father and not being able to rely on his guidance in both personal and religious spheres.
I feel completely lost and like every day is somehow both a new struggle and yet the exact same as the day before. I am going through the motions in my faith life, I have stopped saying a daily rosary and my attendance at Mass is just that, attendance. Me fulfilling my Sunday obligation by sitting in a pew for an hour.
This situation has really thrown me for a loop as I always considered myself a very strong person; crumbling at the first sign of adversity has made me realize that I wasn’t strong, and had just lived a charmed life. It’s easy to be strong when you’re born into a wealthy family with two loving and dedicated parents.
Please pray for peace for me, and for my family. My whole life I have always wanted material success; and now all I want is to be happy again and have joy in my life.
God Bless you all.
Please pray for me, I am having my first bout with depression and it is very difficult. My father, who was my best friend, business partner, and the best father ever passed away about 5 months ago after a very difficult last few months with pancreatic cancer. My father and I had worked together for 10 years; and I have now taken over as president of the company, and have the full brunt of 130 employees and 4 different locations to deal with, in addition to the crushing loss I feel at losing him. My wife and I also had a miscarriage recently; which was deeply painful as we have not been able to conceive since the birth of our daughter 8 years ago.
I feel constant stress about work, and constant sadness about missing my father and not being able to rely on his guidance in both personal and religious spheres.
I feel completely lost and like every day is somehow both a new struggle and yet the exact same as the day before. I am going through the motions in my faith life, I have stopped saying a daily rosary and my attendance at Mass is just that, attendance. Me fulfilling my Sunday obligation by sitting in a pew for an hour.
This situation has really thrown me for a loop as I always considered myself a very strong person; crumbling at the first sign of adversity has made me realize that I wasn’t strong, and had just lived a charmed life. It’s easy to be strong when you’re born into a wealthy family with two loving and dedicated parents.
Please pray for peace for me, and for my family. My whole life I have always wanted material success; and now all I want is to be happy again and have joy in my life.
God Bless you all.