Howie. I know what it’s like to be in this situation, as I’ve been there myself. I’ll be praying for you, and hope that your circumstances will change.
I also have a few disabilities, and I work at a place that helps people with disabilities (some places like that even pay for services so you don’t have to, which helps those who are having a hard time). I’ll pray for you, too.
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