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Melodeonist
Guest
Lately I’ve been feeling like there’s no point to anything. Of course, I know for a fact that the ultimate point to life is to get to Heaven, but sometimes I just can’t get myself to realize that even though I know it. I also feel like I’m hopeless in many ways: God blessed me with excellent music skills and I wish get jobs playing music, but I call places up and they never call back making me feel like nobody cares about me at all. I also feel that God is probably calling me to marriage, but literally no Catholic girls seem to be interested in me which makes me also feel useless and ugly/down. I feel these two things have contributed to me feeling like everything’s pointless and is making me stop caring about everything. I don’t want to feel this way, but it seems that it’s extremely difficult to overcome these feelings. I think that quitting nicotine may have also contributed to this state of mind as I’ve been nicotine free for about 3 weeks now and although I really don’t have much withdrawal symptoms right now, I feel rather empty when I got nothing to do.
In short, please pray for me! Thanks!
In short, please pray for me! Thanks!