I am grateful for the prayers that have been offered up – but things In my life are getting more difficult rather than better - no family here or that really care, health - more meds and more fatigue, I don’t know if I am going to have to or be able to afford to move - I am praying for direction from the Lord, and all I am getting is more hurt and lost- I don’t know what to do - I am still alive with a lot of confusing issues - God doesn’t seem to want me home with Him - and honestly, I feel life is more of a punishment - I don’t consider it a gift!
I am struggling and trying as hard as I can, and I am losing ground - I am getting “counseling”, but even the doctors admit that there are so many issues - that I am doing unbelievably well …I am not - this stuff has been going on forever ( over 30 years ) and I am so tired … I know God has eternity - this feels like eternity and I want to go Home - Divine Mercy is my devotion and is successfully demonstrated in my prayers for others - He is not answering my prayers for me … and I don’t know how much more aloneness I can deal with… Anyone who can help me, please …Diane