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JCats12
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Hi everyone. I ask for some prayers…
Ever since the beginning of this month, I have had this sort of anxiety within me. After much time spent in the adoration chapel, the anxiety has went away. However, for some reason, I find that there is a sadness within me. I’ve been doing everything I can to get rid of it…but nothing has worked. Also, a lot of the things that used to make me happy are not really getting me as fulfilled…I also find myself being more pessimistic with negative thoughts, which is odd because I’m usually an optimist. I find myself stressing out more and I even lost my temper on my sister earlier this week, something that doesn’t normally happen.
I’ve been praying so hard for God to heal me and to get rid of this suffering…but I feel as if He’s not hearing my prayer, although I know He is. I’m starting to feel hopeless, and I’m tempted to despair…but I’m holding on in faith.
It’s strange because I feel as if the only things that make me feel happy are work (I help resettle refugees- I love my job so much) and when I read articles or think about the things that I am passionate about (foreign policy, international human rights).
Please pray that God will deliver me from this…that peace and joy will return back into my life.
Ever since the beginning of this month, I have had this sort of anxiety within me. After much time spent in the adoration chapel, the anxiety has went away. However, for some reason, I find that there is a sadness within me. I’ve been doing everything I can to get rid of it…but nothing has worked. Also, a lot of the things that used to make me happy are not really getting me as fulfilled…I also find myself being more pessimistic with negative thoughts, which is odd because I’m usually an optimist. I find myself stressing out more and I even lost my temper on my sister earlier this week, something that doesn’t normally happen.
I’ve been praying so hard for God to heal me and to get rid of this suffering…but I feel as if He’s not hearing my prayer, although I know He is. I’m starting to feel hopeless, and I’m tempted to despair…but I’m holding on in faith.
It’s strange because I feel as if the only things that make me feel happy are work (I help resettle refugees- I love my job so much) and when I read articles or think about the things that I am passionate about (foreign policy, international human rights).
Please pray that God will deliver me from this…that peace and joy will return back into my life.