Please Pray for me, Terrified

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Dear friends,
please pray for me, I am in a state of terror and desolation.
So many things have been going horribly, disastrously, fatally wrong for the past year that it seems that the LORD has justly reprobated me. I don’t want to lose the Lord,
I don’t want to be reprobate and hopelessly wicked.
One day about two years ago, I was praying after reading some spiritual reading,
and I asked the Lord to reveal to me my sins.
Well, be careful what you pray for, because you just might GET IT.
My sins have been revealed to me, and I am horrified. Plus, everything and
I do mean EVERYTHING in my life has collapsed, my family and I are in serious danger, and it feels like God has abandoned me to this with no hope. My hope is shattered
and I am under serious oppression, fatal oppression. For many reasons,
I feel like a reprobate, someone who has already been judged and condemned.
I hope that I am wrong, and I ask you all to beg God to please not reprobate me,
but to please restore me to His favor, forgiveness, protection and Divine Providential care.
Please beg him to grant me deep repentance, deep repentance and to please fill me with Charity and the Holy Spirit and to please help me make a good confession, because I am so horrified by the depth of my sins that I wouldn’t know where to begin in Confession.
I am barely holding on to my sanity, by praying the Chaplet of the Holy Wounds and
the Chaplet of the Divine Mercy.
Please ask God to save me, and to please also grant repentance and deep conversion to my sister and my mom and dad.
By the way, I am 50 years old.
God bless all of you very much, and thank you for your kind prayers in advance.
 
Psalm 38

1 [Psalm Of David In commemoration] Yahweh, do not correct me in anger, do not discipline me in wrath.
2 For your arrows have pierced deep into me, your hand has pressed down upon me.
3 Your indignation has left no part of me unscathed, my sin has left no health in my bones.
4 My sins stand higher than my head, they weigh on me as an unbearable weight.
5 I have stinking, festering wounds, thanks to my folly.
6 I am twisted and bent double, I spend my days in gloom.
7 My loins burn with fever, no part of me is unscathed.
8 Numbed and utterly crushed I groan in distress of heart.
9 Lord, all my longing is known to you, my sighing no secret from you,
10 my heart is throbbing, my strength has failed, the light has gone out of my eyes.
11 Friends and companions shun my disease, even the dearest of them keep their distance.
12 Those with designs on my life lay snares, those who wish me ill speak of violence and hatch treachery all day long.
13 But I hear nothing, as though I were deaf, as though dumb, saying not a word.
14 I am like the one who, hearing nothing, has no sharp answer to make.
15 For in you, Yahweh, I put my hope, you, Lord my God, will give answer.
16 I said, ‘Never let them gloat over me, do not let them take advantage of me if my foot slips.’
17 There is no escape for me from falling, no relief from my misery.
18 But I make no secret of my guilt, I am anxious at the thought of my sin.
19 There is no numbering those who oppose me without cause, no counting those who hate me unprovoked,
20 repaying me evil for good, slandering me for trying to do them good.
21 Yahweh, do not desert me, my God, do not stand aloof from me.
22 Come quickly to my help, Lord, my Saviour!

peace
 
I just prayed for you my friend, for all those things. May you have peace in the Lord.
 
Thanks so much to haz and link. Thanks to both of you.
I am going to read Psalm 38 over and over, believe me.
This is absolute unrelenting horror. I am so sick and
insane with grief that I cannot even go to Mass.
 
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I don’t mean to be selfish, but I don’t want my prayer request to disappear way way down the thread, I am so desperate for the prayers of godly people. thank you so much for understanding and for your prayer help. God love all of you.
 
I am praying for you. I know what it is like to just be surrounded by fear.

I also like to pray this when I am scared…

Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection, implored thy help, or sought thine intercession was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto thee, O Virgin of virgins, my mother; to thee do I come, before thee I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in thy mercy hear and answer me.

Amen.

Pax and God bless.
 
Thank you so much, MissClaire, for your kind prayers.
May God bless you abundantly in time and in eternity.
 
Aww sweetie, I am so, so sorry for your trials and tribulations. May God grant mercy and please know, He has never left you.

PRAYER FOR COURAGE :gopray2:

Dear God, give me courage,
for perhaps I lack it more than anything else.

I need courage before men against their threats
and against their seductions.

I need courage to bear unkindness,
mockery, contradiction.

I need courage to fight against the devil,
against terrors and troubles, temptations,
attractions, darkness and false lights,
against tears, depression, and above all fear.

I need Your help, dear God.

Strengthen me with Your love and Your grace.

Console me with Your blessed Presence
and grant me the courage to persevere
until I am with You forever in heaven.

Amen

Love you,
Sheila
 
I will pray for you. I don´t know your name, so I´ll just use your CA name. God bless:thumbsup:👍👍
 
Thanks to all of you wonderful dear people who are praying for me.
Thank you so much. God bless you.
 
Write down your sins and book an appointment with a priest; a priest who will not rush you. Tell him everything. Even if it takes 3 hours, time is not the issue. The power of Confession is so strong and more importantly, your only hope of Reconciliation. Pick up the phone now and book an appointment.

I don’t know your circumstances but i will say a Rosary now for your intentions.
 
Jay, so sorry you’re feeling this way. This prayer has always helped me. God Bless You and I pray our Blessed Mother will surround you w/ her love.

**The Miracle Prayer **
Lord Jesus, l come before You just as I am. I am sorry for my sins. I repent of my sins, please forgive me. In your name I forgive all others for what they have done against me. I renounce Satan, the evil spirits and all their works. l give You my entire self, Lord Jesus, now and forever. I invite You into my life Jesus. I accept you as my Lord, God and Savior. Heal me, change me, strengthen me in body, soul and spirit.
Come, Lord Jesus, cover me with Your precious blood, and fill me with Your Holy Spirit. I love You, Lord Jesus. I praise You, Jesus. I thank You, Jesus. I shall follow You every day of my life. Amen.
Mary, my mother, Queen of Peace, St. Peregrine, the cancer saint, all you angels and saints, please help me. Amen.
Fr. Peter Mary Rookey, OSM - frrookeyicm.org/home
 1993 Servite Fathers, O.S.M.
 
Jaypeeto4 said:
This is absolute unrelenting horror. I am so sick and
insane with grief that I cannot even go to Mass.
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and that’s exactly what the evil one wants, that you don’t receive the grace of the Sacraments. I think that you have the right to call a priest and ask him to come to your house for spiritual directions and receive the Sacraments of Confession and the Eucharist.

I was in a very dark place too a couple of months ago, I could hardly function. I felt that I could not go to Church but I forced myself to go to Adoration and Jesus spoke to me in a particular way. It was not exactly consolation that I received but rather a bigger challenge than what I was going through. He also spoke to me while praying the Sorrowful Mysteries of the Rosary. He is the Way, the Light and the Truth and He is with you. I will keep you in my prayers.
 
Thank you, beafedor. God bless you. Thank you for praying for me.
 
JayPeeto,

Remember, God is merciful! Jesus is our proof. You might want to read the diary of St. Faustina and get a copy of the image of the Divine Mercy (if you haven’t already). The words inscribed on the image are wonderful! Jesus. I trust in You.

I am praying that you will be able to go to confession asap and confess all of your sins…
 
Thank you St. Gabriel.
I went to confession a couple of months ago.
It helped for a couple of days, but then the horror returned with a vengeance.
I need for God to change the situation and fill me with His Grace,
to protect me and my family, and HELP ME and them.
This situation must change. I will not survive it otherwise, it is impossible.
Nor will my folks. Please pray for me and for them.
God says He won’t test you beyond what you can bear.
I cannot bear THIS situation, and no one else could either, I guarantee you that.
I am just about completely insane already.
God bless you.
 
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