J
Jaypeeto4
Guest
Please pray for me.
I woke up under terrible spiritual oppression this morning.
This started happening in May of 2010, I would feel “condemned” by the sermons
and talks I heard on EWTN, as if God were saying to me,
“Give up, I have rejected you and there is no hope.”
This led to the loss of my faith, and then all kinds of other trouble broke loose
in my life, too.
I finally got a job (a low paying one, but still a job) a couple of months ago,
and finally went to Confession last week, but the oppression and condemnation
returned with a vengeance today. I really believe this is either
A) God telling me I am a hopeless Reprobate
OR
B) A vicious, sustained Demonic attack.
I am begging for prayer today, because the sins I am being mentally accused of
are for the most part very real, but I have confessed them all and am working on
penance for them. This is very, very, very disheartening and devastating,
and I don’t have the strength to take much more of it.
Please pray for me.
And please pray for the salvation, peace, happiness and protection
of my beloved elderly mom, my dear dad, and my precious sister.
Thank you and God bless all of you.
I woke up under terrible spiritual oppression this morning.
This started happening in May of 2010, I would feel “condemned” by the sermons
and talks I heard on EWTN, as if God were saying to me,
“Give up, I have rejected you and there is no hope.”
This led to the loss of my faith, and then all kinds of other trouble broke loose
in my life, too.
I finally got a job (a low paying one, but still a job) a couple of months ago,
and finally went to Confession last week, but the oppression and condemnation
returned with a vengeance today. I really believe this is either
A) God telling me I am a hopeless Reprobate
OR
B) A vicious, sustained Demonic attack.
I am begging for prayer today, because the sins I am being mentally accused of
are for the most part very real, but I have confessed them all and am working on
penance for them. This is very, very, very disheartening and devastating,
and I don’t have the strength to take much more of it.
Please pray for me.
And please pray for the salvation, peace, happiness and protection
of my beloved elderly mom, my dear dad, and my precious sister.
Thank you and God bless all of you.