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ToddS
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Dear friends in Christ,
Please pray for me. I am on the verge of a breakdown desiring to end it all. I continue to pray for guidance and hope. Though I know what the church teachs, I have a difficult time trying to move forward. My parents have essentially written me off…relatives do not seem interested in talking to me…others put me down. Friends…what friends…My only support…if you wish to call it that is my wife and two kids (age 10 and 11). My wife only offers…“stop being so down on yourself.” I feel like such a failure…yes I became a licensed pharmacist…but money isn’t everything and it sure doesn’t make happiness magically appear. I try to focus on serving others as Jesus would say we should. I know St. Francis taught “it is in giving that we receive.” I have difficulty having Faith…the more I give…the more others take.
As I told my parents before (and others) Everything would be so much better if I weren’t around. The more I think about it…I am probably right on target.
I continue to pray that I can find strenght to last but one more day.
Todd
Please pray for me. I am on the verge of a breakdown desiring to end it all. I continue to pray for guidance and hope. Though I know what the church teachs, I have a difficult time trying to move forward. My parents have essentially written me off…relatives do not seem interested in talking to me…others put me down. Friends…what friends…My only support…if you wish to call it that is my wife and two kids (age 10 and 11). My wife only offers…“stop being so down on yourself.” I feel like such a failure…yes I became a licensed pharmacist…but money isn’t everything and it sure doesn’t make happiness magically appear. I try to focus on serving others as Jesus would say we should. I know St. Francis taught “it is in giving that we receive.” I have difficulty having Faith…the more I give…the more others take.
As I told my parents before (and others) Everything would be so much better if I weren’t around. The more I think about it…I am probably right on target.
I continue to pray that I can find strenght to last but one more day.
Todd