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Shane94
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Hello Everybody 
I’ve had enough with the way life has been for months and months since I began to suffer from depression/anxiety disorders among other things. I have almost completely lost my Catholic faith since I see no evidence or reason for it, and now see myself as more of an evangelicaly-type Christian. I thought rejecting Catholicism would bring an end to a lot of my problems, but things seem to be getting worse now. My prayer life and zeal for God have almost disapeared, and I’m wondering if God even cares or listens to my prayers. It’s a horrible thing whenever you want to love and please God but can’t for whatever reason. I’m 15 years old now and I am very different from others my age. I want to live a good,clean and holy life filled with happiness, family, friends and God, but I’m being told so mant differenet things now that I don’t what the truth is anyomre. I’m tired of listening to a human ponit of view, I want to know God’s truth. I’ve always been a deep thinker but this has caused a lot of my mental, emotional and spiritual sufferings. If you have never experienced what I’m going through, then you don’t understand how horrible this is.
I know there are millions of people worldwide with far bigger problems, and I pray that Christ will be there for all of them, but I really am at the end of my strength now. I’ve felt suicidal a few times recently and I thank God I’m still here, but for what purpose and why, I don’t know. Things are tough at school; I can’t think straight or concentrate because of my disacossiation, and I’ve drifted away from many of my friends. I often feel lonely, frustrated, anxious and confused.
I can’t tell my friends any of this, because no-one seems to understand. My parents, God bless them, have been extremely loving and supportive of me during this very difficult time, but they don’t undertand fully either. I’m on medication now and am seeing a pshychologist. But this is really hard and I dont know what to do. My mental breakdowns,anxiety attacks and crying fits are getting more frequent and horrible. I feel God has abondoned me and the world just seems hopeless. Please pray for me, as only God can help me now. I know the lovely Christians here on CAF will help me, but I can’t see myself coming back to Catholicism. I don’t deserve to be prayed for, as there are billions of people suffering far worse in the world, but what can I do to help them apart from pray?
Your precious prayers would mean the world to me now
With love in Christ,
Shane

I’ve had enough with the way life has been for months and months since I began to suffer from depression/anxiety disorders among other things. I have almost completely lost my Catholic faith since I see no evidence or reason for it, and now see myself as more of an evangelicaly-type Christian. I thought rejecting Catholicism would bring an end to a lot of my problems, but things seem to be getting worse now. My prayer life and zeal for God have almost disapeared, and I’m wondering if God even cares or listens to my prayers. It’s a horrible thing whenever you want to love and please God but can’t for whatever reason. I’m 15 years old now and I am very different from others my age. I want to live a good,clean and holy life filled with happiness, family, friends and God, but I’m being told so mant differenet things now that I don’t what the truth is anyomre. I’m tired of listening to a human ponit of view, I want to know God’s truth. I’ve always been a deep thinker but this has caused a lot of my mental, emotional and spiritual sufferings. If you have never experienced what I’m going through, then you don’t understand how horrible this is.
I know there are millions of people worldwide with far bigger problems, and I pray that Christ will be there for all of them, but I really am at the end of my strength now. I’ve felt suicidal a few times recently and I thank God I’m still here, but for what purpose and why, I don’t know. Things are tough at school; I can’t think straight or concentrate because of my disacossiation, and I’ve drifted away from many of my friends. I often feel lonely, frustrated, anxious and confused.
I can’t tell my friends any of this, because no-one seems to understand. My parents, God bless them, have been extremely loving and supportive of me during this very difficult time, but they don’t undertand fully either. I’m on medication now and am seeing a pshychologist. But this is really hard and I dont know what to do. My mental breakdowns,anxiety attacks and crying fits are getting more frequent and horrible. I feel God has abondoned me and the world just seems hopeless. Please pray for me, as only God can help me now. I know the lovely Christians here on CAF will help me, but I can’t see myself coming back to Catholicism. I don’t deserve to be prayed for, as there are billions of people suffering far worse in the world, but what can I do to help them apart from pray?
Your precious prayers would mean the world to me now

With love in Christ,
Shane
