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I have to go to counseling tomorrow evening, and I’m scared. But I’m going, because I know that I need help with this.

I was going to kill myself last Tuesday, I went to evening Mass and decided while I was there that I would go through with the plan I made for myself on Christmas Eve, to kill myself by going swimming in the lake in our local park (which in Canada in the middle of the winter is almost guaranteed to cause death by hypothermia). I was going to do it right after Mass, but someone stalled me by asking if I wanted a ride home, and by the time I’d put him off, Father was there asking why I hadn’t gone to communion and if I was ok.

I told him that I was fine, but he didn’t believe me. He kept talking about God’s love and mercy, and said he was worried about me. I left, after that, feeling unsure. I still wanted to do it, I wanted to die, but I kept thinking about all the people who care about me, all the people I would be hurting. Not to mention risking eternal damnation.

So I went to talk to my pastor about it - and about cutting, because I’ve been doing that for over a month now (I used to cut when I was in high school, and had stopped for six years but have started again).

And now I have to go to a counselor tomorrow, and I think I am almost more afraid of going to talk to her about this (because what if doesn’t really help me?) than I was to go through with my plan for suicide.

So anyway, I am asking for prayers. Because I am not going to kill myself, since like I said it would hurt too many people and separate me from God. And, for the same reason, I am trying to stop cutting. Since I struggle with cutting like some people struggle with pornography, and both are evil, doctrinally, for the same reasons.

So, for tomorrow evening at 6pm EST when I am at this appointment, that it will go well and she will understand and it will help me. And for the coming weeks, that I will be able to stop cutting and overcome this completely. Because I belong to God, not pain.

in Christ
wayward
 
Lord, take wayward by the hand and give your healing. Remove any fear, and replace it with peace, the peace that comes from You alone. Light wayward’s way so that the cutting will come to an end again. Bring strength, and insight and courage, because sometimes those are the things that help us through another day. Shower wayward with your most beautiful Love and merciful kindness. I ask this through the intercession of Your Most Holy Mother, Mary.
 
Glory be to The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit
As it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be
World without end

Amen
 
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession was left unaided. Inspired by this confidence, we fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, our Mother. To you do we come, before you we stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word incarnate, despise not our petitions but, in your mercy, hear and answer us. Amen.

Dear God thank you for giving wayward a change of heart and please God help her to realize her purpose here on earth… help her to place her strength in trusting you rather than in cutting herself and that by your grace she was saved.Help her to say whats really on her mind tomorrow as she goes to counselling and give her the courage and confidence to overcome her fears.Amen
 
I will remember you in my prayers today.

Also, you should see the work of God in the fact that you were prevented from killing yourself that evening. I know you may think it was mere coincidence, but I suspect much more at work in it than that. I hope and will pray that your counseling goes well and perhaps you should consider talking with your priest on a regular basis too, not necessarily as you would with your counselor, but for your spiritual well-being. God bless you.
 
wayward said:
JMJ

I have to go to counseling tomorrow evening, and I’m scared. But I’m going, because I know that I need help with this.

I was going to kill myself last Tuesday, I went to evening Mass and decided while I was there that I would go through with the plan I made for myself on Christmas Eve, to kill myself by going swimming in the lake in our local park (which in Canada in the middle of the winter is almost guaranteed to cause death by hypothermia). I was going to do it right after Mass, but someone stalled me by asking if I wanted a ride home, and by the time I’d put him off, Father was there asking why I hadn’t gone to communion and if I was ok.

I told him that I was fine, but he didn’t believe me. He kept talking about God’s love and mercy, and said he was worried about me. I left, after that, feeling unsure. I still wanted to do it, I wanted to die, but I kept thinking about all the people who care about me, all the people I would be hurting. Not to mention risking eternal damnation.

So I went to talk to my pastor about it - and about cutting, because I’ve been doing that for over a month now (I used to cut when I was in high school, and had stopped for six years but have started again).

And now I have to go to a counselor tomorrow, and I think I am almost more afraid of going to talk to her about this (because what if doesn’t really help me?) than I was to go through with my plan for suicide.

So anyway, I am asking for prayers. Because I am not going to kill myself, since like I said it would hurt too many people and separate me from God. And, for the same reason, I am trying to stop cutting. Since I struggle with cutting like some people struggle with pornography, and both are evil, doctrinally, for the same reasons.

So, for tomorrow evening at 6pm EST when I am at this appointment, that it will go well and she will understand and it will help me. And for the coming weeks, that I will be able to stop cutting and overcome this completely. Because I belong to God, not pain.

in Christ
wayward
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I will pray 5 Golden Arrow Prayers on your behalf, 5 Our Father’s and 5 Hail Mary’s.

Thank you,
Eugen von Böhm-Bawerk
 
wayward said:
JMJ

I have to go to counseling tomorrow evening, and I’m scared. But I’m going, because I know that I need help with this.

I was going to kill myself last Tuesday, I went to evening Mass and decided while I was there that I would go through with the plan I made for myself on Christmas Eve, to kill myself by going swimming in the lake in our local park (which in Canada in the middle of the winter is almost guaranteed to cause death by hypothermia). I was going to do it right after Mass, but someone stalled me by asking if I wanted a ride home, and by the time I’d put him off, Father was there asking why I hadn’t gone to communion and if I was ok.

I told him that I was fine, but he didn’t believe me. He kept talking about God’s love and mercy, and said he was worried about me. I left, after that, feeling unsure. I still wanted to do it, I wanted to die, but I kept thinking about all the people who care about me, all the people I would be hurting. Not to mention risking eternal damnation.

So I went to talk to my pastor about it - and about cutting, because I’ve been doing that for over a month now (I used to cut when I was in high school, and had stopped for six years but have started again).

And now I have to go to a counselor tomorrow, and I think I am almost more afraid of going to talk to her about this (because what if doesn’t really help me?) than I was to go through with my plan for suicide.

So anyway, I am asking for prayers. Because I am not going to kill myself, since like I said it would hurt too many people and separate me from God. And, for the same reason, I am trying to stop cutting. Since I struggle with cutting like some people struggle with pornography, and both are evil, doctrinally, for the same reasons.

So, for tomorrow evening at 6pm EST when I am at this appointment, that it will go well and she will understand and it will help me. And for the coming weeks, that I will be able to stop cutting and overcome this completely. Because I belong to God, not pain.

in Christ
wayward
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I will also send your intention to the National Shrine of St. Jude, so the guys over there can pray for you.

Thank you,
Eugen von Böhm-Bawerk
 
Jesus, Please protect this person from evil. Keep your angles all around. Please continue to provide intersession, through various people, when necessary. Lord, we know that this life is short and we look forward to life everlasting with you, in heaven.

I pray that this counseling would go well and that the counselor will have wisdom and understanding, that you might work through her.

I pray this in Jesus’ name. Amen.
 
I am soooo praying for you wayward…I will remember you long into tomorrow.

Thank that priest. he was truly a shepherd.

Tonight I was helping a group prepare for a Middle school retreat and our theme is…the Lost sheep. How there are many shepherds in our lives that, guided by God, help us (the lost ) sheep be found and come home…This was the Word Incarnate for you.

You were lost, and you were found.

God Bless. We not only must forgive others 70 times 7, we must forgive ourselves when we fall…remember 70 times 7…
 
Praying for you, please keep your counseling app. if they dont help see someone else, thier is help and a far better solution. We are all part of the body of Christ and all that happens to you effects the whole (all of us). Bless you.

Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us, and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now, and at the hour of our death. Amen.

Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit, as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.

O my Jesus, forgive us our sins, save us form the fires of hell, lead all souls to heaven, especially those in most need of your mercy. Amen.
 
wayward,
Our time is short in this life. You need to be brave and live life to the fulliest. It’s your life, don’t try to end it. There are many people that you don’t know yet who will need you. When you feel like you have lost hope, pray. You are not alone.

I’m praying that you will have a good counselor and doctor and that God continues to send people in your life that can help you through the tough times…
 
Lord, take wayward by the hand and give your healing. Remove any fear, and replace it with peace, the peace that comes from You alone. Light wayward’s way so that the cutting will come to an end again. Bring strength, and insight and courage, because sometimes those are the things that help us through another day. Shower wayward with your most beautiful Love and merciful kindness. I ask this through the intercession of Your Most Holy Mother, Mary.
 
wayward said:
JMJ

I have to go to counseling tomorrow evening, and I’m scared. But I’m going, because I know that I need help with this.

I was going to kill myself last Tuesday, I went to evening Mass and decided while I was there that I would go through with the plan I made for myself on Christmas Eve, to kill myself by going swimming in the lake in our local park (which in Canada in the middle of the winter is almost guaranteed to cause death by hypothermia). I was going to do it right after Mass, but someone stalled me by asking if I wanted a ride home, and by the time I’d put him off, Father was there asking why I hadn’t gone to communion and if I was ok.

I told him that I was fine, but he didn’t believe me. He kept talking about God’s love and mercy, and said he was worried about me. I left, after that, feeling unsure. I still wanted to do it, I wanted to die, but I kept thinking about all the people who care about me, all the people I would be hurting. Not to mention risking eternal damnation.

So I went to talk to my pastor about it - and about cutting, because I’ve been doing that for over a month now (I used to cut when I was in high school, and had stopped for six years but have started again).

And now I have to go to a counselor tomorrow, and I think I am almost more afraid of going to talk to her about this (because what if doesn’t really help me?) than I was to go through with my plan for suicide.

So anyway, I am asking for prayers. Because I am not going to kill myself, since like I said it would hurt too many people and separate me from God. And, for the same reason, I am trying to stop cutting. Since I struggle with cutting like some people struggle with pornography, and both are evil, doctrinally, for the same reasons.

So, for tomorrow evening at 6pm EST when I am at this appointment, that it will go well and she will understand and it will help me. And for the coming weeks, that I will be able to stop cutting and overcome this completely. Because I belong to God, not pain.

in Christ
wayward
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Praying for your intentions….

Lord Jesus, You have said,
“Learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart.”
With confidence in Your loving heart
which offers rest to weary souls,
we come to You in this time of special need.
In Your unfailing love,
read the prayer that is written on our hearts,
and grant the grace that we ask of You,
in accordance with Your holy will.
In Your name we pray.
Amen.
 
Hail Mary, full of grace.
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
pray for us sinners,
now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

God be with you
 
Thank you for praying for me. 🙂 all of you.

Tonight was good. Hard, but good.

God has it all under control.

in Christ
wayward
 
wayward said:
Thank you for praying for me. 🙂 all of you.

Tonight was good. Hard, but good.

God has it all under control.

in Christ
wayward
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wayward,
Yes, God does have it all under control. So glad you took the first step. I hope that you will continue going even though it may be hard to go. I know that we will all continue to pray for you. Please come here any time you need a friend.

Lord, wrap wayward in Your Love and Kindness. Comfort their pain and help them find the peace that comes from knowing You. I ask this through the intercession of Your Most Holy Mother, Mary.
 
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