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milletsmo
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A while ago I asked for some prayers as I was applying for an internship to teach English as a foreign language in Poland. I orginally applied to go in February but was unsuccessful, however the school offering the internship in Poland offered me a place for the August intake. I accepted. A few weeks ago I received an email asking if I was still interested in my place. I confirmed and thought that was that. On Monday I received a further email telling me that during my interview I came across as a weak candidate (way back in January, when I was still in the very early stages of my TEFL course - which the school knew). I was then told that there has been stronger applicants. I am now waiting on a response as to why I was offered a position twice if I hadn’t convinced them I was up to at I haven’t conviced them that I am the right candidate for the job and also waiting on if I actually have the job or not. To tell you the truth I don’t really want to go anymore if I am being messed around so much before I have even arrived!
As it is July and I was due to go in the middle of August everyone I know thinks I am going. I know I shouldn’t but I feel very nervous about potentially telling them that I will not be going, especially my family as I know they will be worried/upset for me (worried about what I’ll do now).
I have been unemployed all year and have been trying to find a job but as I’m sure you will all know its very hard at the moment. I kept my spirits up by telling myself I would be away working soon, but this may no longer be the case.
I am now looking into other opportunities I could do if it turns out I am no longer going to Poland, including starting an apprenticeship to be a teaching assistant. The closing date is tomorrow so I have been working on my application form, but as I am 24 and have a degree I am a bit skeptical that they will accept me as they usually want 16-18 year olds. I have also been looking into courses to do but they all seem to be expensive.
I graduated from uni last July and still have a large student overdraft to pay off (not to mention my student loan) so am starting to get worried about money. I am living with my parents and have been for almost a year so I don’t have to worry about rent etc, however I know my parents can’t really afford to support me anymore.
I applied for the internship in December through the company who I was doing my TEFL course with. It cost me nearly £800 and was told by the company if the school didn’t accept me then I would get my money back. I am now worried that I won’t get my money back as it has been so long. £800 is a lot of money to all I am sure, but to someone in my situation it is worth even more.
I have lost all sense of inependance through living at home as I was so used to living with friends/on my own. I feel like it will take years for me to be able to move out again as living costs seem to keep going up while wages stay the same (really theyre going down due to inflation). I know I am one of the lucky ones as like I say I live at home, but its hard not to be worried and disapointed by my situation.
My dad went to Walsingham just under two weeks ago and met a Polish nun while he was there. He told her about my internship and she said she’d pray for me. This is making me think that maybe going to Poland isn’t part of God’s plan for me as soon after I got that email.
Please pray for me that I will be accepted to something soon (hopefully the teaching assistant apprenticeship as I do want to get into teaching somehow) and that I will get my money back from the internship if it turns out I am no longer going.
Thank you everyone.
God bless you all.
As it is July and I was due to go in the middle of August everyone I know thinks I am going. I know I shouldn’t but I feel very nervous about potentially telling them that I will not be going, especially my family as I know they will be worried/upset for me (worried about what I’ll do now).
I have been unemployed all year and have been trying to find a job but as I’m sure you will all know its very hard at the moment. I kept my spirits up by telling myself I would be away working soon, but this may no longer be the case.
I am now looking into other opportunities I could do if it turns out I am no longer going to Poland, including starting an apprenticeship to be a teaching assistant. The closing date is tomorrow so I have been working on my application form, but as I am 24 and have a degree I am a bit skeptical that they will accept me as they usually want 16-18 year olds. I have also been looking into courses to do but they all seem to be expensive.
I graduated from uni last July and still have a large student overdraft to pay off (not to mention my student loan) so am starting to get worried about money. I am living with my parents and have been for almost a year so I don’t have to worry about rent etc, however I know my parents can’t really afford to support me anymore.
I applied for the internship in December through the company who I was doing my TEFL course with. It cost me nearly £800 and was told by the company if the school didn’t accept me then I would get my money back. I am now worried that I won’t get my money back as it has been so long. £800 is a lot of money to all I am sure, but to someone in my situation it is worth even more.
I have lost all sense of inependance through living at home as I was so used to living with friends/on my own. I feel like it will take years for me to be able to move out again as living costs seem to keep going up while wages stay the same (really theyre going down due to inflation). I know I am one of the lucky ones as like I say I live at home, but its hard not to be worried and disapointed by my situation.
My dad went to Walsingham just under two weeks ago and met a Polish nun while he was there. He told her about my internship and she said she’d pray for me. This is making me think that maybe going to Poland isn’t part of God’s plan for me as soon after I got that email.
Please pray for me that I will be accepted to something soon (hopefully the teaching assistant apprenticeship as I do want to get into teaching somehow) and that I will get my money back from the internship if it turns out I am no longer going.
Thank you everyone.
God bless you all.
