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mymamamary
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Dear Forum!
I just finished a Pilgrimage to the Shrine of the Most BLESSED SACRAMENT (the 4th time we’ve been there). Normally I am soooo very overjoyed to go, but during this pilgrimage I was fighting severe scrupulosity, dryness, despair and was fighting/still am fighting with spiritual envy, although I do pray to be rid of it and I ask the blessings of Our LORD upon the person(s) and say a quick prayer asking that the LORD help them and give them Graces. So in short, normally a pilgrimage that makes me happy, overjoyed and spiritually recharchged, felt like a spiritual hell. Please pray for me that I recover from the effects Im still feeling, namely scrupulosity.
I still feel called, but the Cross just got heavier. I was sooooo joyful at the prospect I may be called to Priesthood for the past few months and now im deplete of joy,
as its very hard to be joyful when you feel you have hell hanging above your head and beneath your feet.
I just finished a Pilgrimage to the Shrine of the Most BLESSED SACRAMENT (the 4th time we’ve been there). Normally I am soooo very overjoyed to go, but during this pilgrimage I was fighting severe scrupulosity, dryness, despair and was fighting/still am fighting with spiritual envy, although I do pray to be rid of it and I ask the blessings of Our LORD upon the person(s) and say a quick prayer asking that the LORD help them and give them Graces. So in short, normally a pilgrimage that makes me happy, overjoyed and spiritually recharchged, felt like a spiritual hell. Please pray for me that I recover from the effects Im still feeling, namely scrupulosity.
I still feel called, but the Cross just got heavier. I was sooooo joyful at the prospect I may be called to Priesthood for the past few months and now im deplete of joy,
as its very hard to be joyful when you feel you have hell hanging above your head and beneath your feet.
