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stairman
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Let me start by saying that I thank God for the life I have and I feel awkward for even asking for prayers. God has blessed me in so many ways, I should feel nothing but thankfulness, but instead I have been having I have been suffering with depression and anxiety issues about the future. The fact that I know I should be thankful only makes me feel worse and less worthy. This has been going on for several years now. My family owns a small business that services the home construction industry. We made our share of mistakes along the way, but when the bottom fell out from under us about 5 years ago we felt we were prepared. However, the industry still hasn’t come around and we are now in a position where we are struggling to keep our heads above water. Every day is a new issue and I don’t know how much more I can take. I feel like I am empty inside. That I have no more to give, but people depend on me so I know that I can’t give up. I long to have faith the size of the mustard seed. That is what my prayer intention is. That my faith in God’s plan for me increases so that I trust that he has a good future planned for me. I would also appreciate if anyone has a particular prayer or meditation to point me towards that would help me along in the process. Thank you all and God Bless.
