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dangerousdyls
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I texted in to work today. I have missed 3 days in the last 2 weeks. Physically my health is fine, but mentally I am having to grind to do the the smallest things. Everything feels like an effort.
Please pray that I go to work tomorrow. I don’t like my job, I get bored there, and I don’t feel much of a purpose to what I do. But that doesn’t excuse me not showing up. I need an income for food and shelter. It shouldn’t be a choice, I should just do it. I need to submit to my job. I will feel worse without a livelihood.
I am struggling with porn addiction. I have been binging the last few weeks, and made poor decisions. I went to the strip club twice by myself and spent more money than I make. I have become lazy, selfish, and started having hateful, angry thoughts, especially self-hatred.
I used to have an addiction to video games, please pray that I maintain distance from them. I am alone for the day and am susceptible to them.
I have a to-do list and I’ve struggled mustering the motivation to get anything done. I have a hard enough time making it through a day of work. I’m not sure if I’m depressed or if this is just a phase.
Please pray that I make it out of this rut. I think going to confession soon and making the step of seeing a counselor could turn me around. I need some help, and I don’t have anyone in my life I feel comfortable opening up to. I believe taking those steps could start me on a better path and give me some much needed hope to help me think more positively.
Please pray that I am more diligent, humble, chaste, and patient.
Thank you,
Thomas
Please pray that I go to work tomorrow. I don’t like my job, I get bored there, and I don’t feel much of a purpose to what I do. But that doesn’t excuse me not showing up. I need an income for food and shelter. It shouldn’t be a choice, I should just do it. I need to submit to my job. I will feel worse without a livelihood.
I am struggling with porn addiction. I have been binging the last few weeks, and made poor decisions. I went to the strip club twice by myself and spent more money than I make. I have become lazy, selfish, and started having hateful, angry thoughts, especially self-hatred.
I used to have an addiction to video games, please pray that I maintain distance from them. I am alone for the day and am susceptible to them.
I have a to-do list and I’ve struggled mustering the motivation to get anything done. I have a hard enough time making it through a day of work. I’m not sure if I’m depressed or if this is just a phase.
Please pray that I make it out of this rut. I think going to confession soon and making the step of seeing a counselor could turn me around. I need some help, and I don’t have anyone in my life I feel comfortable opening up to. I believe taking those steps could start me on a better path and give me some much needed hope to help me think more positively.
Please pray that I am more diligent, humble, chaste, and patient.
Thank you,
Thomas
