Meditation:
The love you feel is first the love God has put into your heart. You know love because God first loved you.
I think the hardest part of life is when that love feels like it has been taken away and the feeling of love that you have given has been betrayed. As a loving person you have the absolute right to feel this way. Why would God take away love he had given you through your relationship with another? Why should a person like yourself suffer when your love was apparently greater than the love you received?
First know that the love you felt WAS from God. It was a gift he had given you. His love to you is confirmed by allowing you to have had that experience.
Because God can see and know things we can’t, he has now taken a step to be sure the previous love you hold within your heart is forever protected. God may have interceded to end the relationship. This is not because he wants to hurt you. He feels your pain and cries with you.
I believe you are being prepared for better things.
You are qualified to enter into a new and better relationship blessed by God. It may turn out for you that this new union is far more in alignment with the will of God and more blessed and protected than you could have ever imagined.
If this relationship is yet to be, do not let your loneliness and pain from this last relationship drive you to a relationship of falsehood. God will be by your side. This is good time to be with him and understand more deeply the love he has for you.
Have faith and never stop loving and giving thanks to God for your life.
A miracle of happiness may be closer than you think.
Blessings.
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