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elohimrules
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I have been divorced for 3 years and have been living celibate. Now all of a sudden I feel open to explore dating or wanting something more in my life. Since this has happened I feel distant from God.
I also have been wondering if my best friend (who is a guy) and me should start something together. We have been best friends for 17 years and I love no one like him or have known anyone as deeply. But I also dont want to screw up the friendship we have. He is highly intelligent, I think his IQ is genius level but he is very inexperienced in romantic relationships as in he has only had one and it ended badly. So he seems afraid to change the status quo. He seems happy the way things are but said he is open to cuddling if it would make me happy. But I feel he is just doing that so that I will be happy not because its something he needs. AGHH! Hes so hard to figure out.
I’ve even been questioning my sexuality maybe thats why I feel distant from God. But of course I have done nothing but explore, no dating or anything. Pray that God helps me now that I am feeling these new feelings again to be romantic. It kinda came out of the blue. I wish I could just marry God, but if He wanted that than maybe I would not be having these feelings. I used to wonder if I should be a nun because I always wanted to marry God, its a long story
But like i said if I am feeling this way it must be for a reason. Please pray for me, thank you and God bless!
I also have been wondering if my best friend (who is a guy) and me should start something together. We have been best friends for 17 years and I love no one like him or have known anyone as deeply. But I also dont want to screw up the friendship we have. He is highly intelligent, I think his IQ is genius level but he is very inexperienced in romantic relationships as in he has only had one and it ended badly. So he seems afraid to change the status quo. He seems happy the way things are but said he is open to cuddling if it would make me happy. But I feel he is just doing that so that I will be happy not because its something he needs. AGHH! Hes so hard to figure out.
I’ve even been questioning my sexuality maybe thats why I feel distant from God. But of course I have done nothing but explore, no dating or anything. Pray that God helps me now that I am feeling these new feelings again to be romantic. It kinda came out of the blue. I wish I could just marry God, but if He wanted that than maybe I would not be having these feelings. I used to wonder if I should be a nun because I always wanted to marry God, its a long story

