Starting at around grade six I fell under evil influence, and into addiction to the sin of lust. These lusts are not entirely of a natural nature, involving both men and women. I’ve degraded myself by viewing impure images, and committing actions with myself. No matter how many times I have said an Act of Perfect Contrition, or confessed in the past I have fallen back into this debauchery. Lately I have come to fear death and reflect on my life more than usual, and have resolved to renounce such things utterly and completely. I beg you my brothers and sisters to pray for me, so that my soul may be saved.
Boy, you have lusts of a completely natural nature.
It is your head that needs a potent vacuum cleaner as it accumulated so much dust.
As for me, I was thinking I would come to find such degradation in your message when I found the most natural message possible.
It is your mind that is saying that you are sinning (SG)+SG+SG+SG+SG.
What are “impure images”? Naked Girls? I guess that’s how God created us, none of us came to Earth dressed in Yves Saint-Laurent. And then their attract your sexual appetite? It is natural, God created. Did you notice that without sex, every living being would be extinct? And that to be replaced after death, each or at least most of the living beings must have sex, which was created by God? That sexual desires are extraordinarily strong because God wants every species to reproduce? And then, you committed acts with yourself… The statistics show that 90% percent of men do it, one day or another. Is it what God wants? NO, of course, God wants you to use it to reproduce.
But if we were perfect, we would do everything perfectly: there would be no robberies, no wars, no prostitution or pedophilia, nor slavery or murders, domestic violence or rape.
Look at the world and see the famine in Sudan and try to help them. Everyday, before going to sleep, ask forgiveness to God FOR EVERY SIN that you’ve done an not ONLY to those mentioned. Maybe these are the minor ones.
You are afraid that you dont go to heaven? Go to the Beatitudes and see who is going to Heaven, ok? You see no sex mentioned, but I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me water, I was in prison and you visited me…
You must be stressed or other thing and it creates sexual stress too. Practice CHRISTIAN Yoga (not Hindhu one), relax, accept yourself with your sins, and thing on helping other that God will help you.
Oh! By the way! Find a girl and fall in love with her, marry her, roses, champagne, diamond ring (wow! I could not afford one) and sex, of course. And kids, photocopies of you Both.