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CrazySingerIAm
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I’m out of town with my boyfriend and his parents and I’m miserable. My boyfriend was a jerk to me this morning and hurt my feelings. I snapped at him and walked away. I want to talk to him but it’s difficult with his parents around. Meanwhile, I’ve been been seething, thinking about what happened and feeling like he ought to apologize but knowing him, he probably doesn’t think he needs to, which is just making me feel angrier. We have issues that we need to work through but we haven’t had time to sit down and talk, so I just keep getting angrier every time he does something to make me mad. I’m frustrated and hurt and I feel like he’s ignoring me. I just want to yell at him and cry at the same time but I don’t want his parents to know anything is going on.
Anyway, everything feels 10 times worse than it should because the last 2 weeks have been terrible. I have a lot of pent up rage (not just because of my boyfriend) and it’s killing me inside. I know I need to let go and offer things up but I just don’t feel ready to do that. At the moment, I really just need to find some inner calm so I can make it through the rest of today and tomorrow, so prayers would really be appreciated.
Anyway, everything feels 10 times worse than it should because the last 2 weeks have been terrible. I have a lot of pent up rage (not just because of my boyfriend) and it’s killing me inside. I know I need to let go and offer things up but I just don’t feel ready to do that. At the moment, I really just need to find some inner calm so I can make it through the rest of today and tomorrow, so prayers would really be appreciated.
