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sadgirl1974
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his attitude has been so bad lately again, he has had bad mood swings thru the years. he always is so cruel to me and rude and bitter. i feel like i am a nothing. i always end up having to borrow a small amount from him each month, which i always try to repay. this month i went broke early, lost $200, long story. had to borrow 20 from him for cat food for the month and he was so cruel to me. he makes me feel hopeless and helpless.
i am at a loss at what to do. i cant have him leave as i need his help a lot and often. i have no other family or friends to turn to for help. financially or else wise.
my only family was my mom and shes gone and past on. so alone i am. i live on so little each month, i just cant make it on what i get. i am disabled. please pray i find a way to make a small amount up so i have something until the end of the month. i just cant borrow any more from him this month. his attitude gets this way often with me. i feel so alone and isolated and sad. i feel like life isnt worth living any more… i just dont understand why i cant ever rec. a financial blessing ever. why am i so bad that God cant help me at all ? why cant he send me a hubby that would be kind and loving to me and that would help me ?
god bless u all and ty
i am at a loss at what to do. i cant have him leave as i need his help a lot and often. i have no other family or friends to turn to for help. financially or else wise.
my only family was my mom and shes gone and past on. so alone i am. i live on so little each month, i just cant make it on what i get. i am disabled. please pray i find a way to make a small amount up so i have something until the end of the month. i just cant borrow any more from him this month. his attitude gets this way often with me. i feel so alone and isolated and sad. i feel like life isnt worth living any more… i just dont understand why i cant ever rec. a financial blessing ever. why am i so bad that God cant help me at all ? why cant he send me a hubby that would be kind and loving to me and that would help me ?
god bless u all and ty

