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MarcoPG
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Hello,
I am quite sad to say that I am unsure of my future. i always was a bit, but now I see I made the wrong choices.
Yesterday after a discussion with my girlfriend, we or I decided to break up. That means, because of my previous choices of “all in”, that now I have to leave the country I live in, a city I love, so to say an adoptive family, friends and LAST BUT FIRST a girl I love more than my life. My earthly life, and that’s what made it impossible.
Our ways to love each other were too different, or at least our understanding of love. That I put God before her was the proof I don’t love her the way I should. Still I couldn’t live in sin and lose 2 souls.
Now, without a job, or a flat, or even people I can lean on (literally) and a lot of searching ahead of me, I won’t despair; still, I canot say I do enjoy my sufferings. I sure could try to offer them up, you know, just I feel I would ask you to say a little prayer to support my journey, which I thought was over, and I see I lost everything I loved.
Please remember me shortly in your prayers, asking God for guidance. I thank you.
I am quite sad to say that I am unsure of my future. i always was a bit, but now I see I made the wrong choices.
Yesterday after a discussion with my girlfriend, we or I decided to break up. That means, because of my previous choices of “all in”, that now I have to leave the country I live in, a city I love, so to say an adoptive family, friends and LAST BUT FIRST a girl I love more than my life. My earthly life, and that’s what made it impossible.
Our ways to love each other were too different, or at least our understanding of love. That I put God before her was the proof I don’t love her the way I should. Still I couldn’t live in sin and lose 2 souls.
Now, without a job, or a flat, or even people I can lean on (literally) and a lot of searching ahead of me, I won’t despair; still, I canot say I do enjoy my sufferings. I sure could try to offer them up, you know, just I feel I would ask you to say a little prayer to support my journey, which I thought was over, and I see I lost everything I loved.
Please remember me shortly in your prayers, asking God for guidance. I thank you.
