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s4angel
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I just checked my e-mail… And after months I have a job interview, I am scared to death!
I need this job or any job at this point. I was praying last night and this fear of losing my children came over me that if my dad (who God bless him, has been helping me) should “go home” I would lose my kids because I would not have a home for them. I hate being on food stamps, I feel so humiliated every time I go to the store that I just want to start crying. I used to have a good job but I lost it when I mistook thier no tolarance for sexual harrassment to heart and when in reality it meant “don’t say anything”.
Forgive me all of you who are paying your taxes and in some way making it possible for me to feed my family, I know it is not your responsibility but mine and I do feel shame each time I spend your money when you have a hard time putting meals on your own table. I hate it, I am so afraid of being stuck here and not getting this job so I can at least be self sufficiant. I am scared to death I won’t get this job, I need it so bad!
Please pray that I get a job, if not this one another one.
I don’t even have a good pair of cloths for an interview, I hope the state doesn’t take my child support again.
I need this job or any job at this point. I was praying last night and this fear of losing my children came over me that if my dad (who God bless him, has been helping me) should “go home” I would lose my kids because I would not have a home for them. I hate being on food stamps, I feel so humiliated every time I go to the store that I just want to start crying. I used to have a good job but I lost it when I mistook thier no tolarance for sexual harrassment to heart and when in reality it meant “don’t say anything”.
Forgive me all of you who are paying your taxes and in some way making it possible for me to feed my family, I know it is not your responsibility but mine and I do feel shame each time I spend your money when you have a hard time putting meals on your own table. I hate it, I am so afraid of being stuck here and not getting this job so I can at least be self sufficiant. I am scared to death I won’t get this job, I need it so bad!
Please pray that I get a job, if not this one another one.
I don’t even have a good pair of cloths for an interview, I hope the state doesn’t take my child support again.

