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Jaypeeto4
Guest
Dear Sisters and Dear Brothers,
Ever since going through a horrible trauma that began 2-1/2 years ago,
during which I completely lost my faith and fell away,
but have come back,
I have developed something I never did for YEARS,
namely, the habit of CUSSING.
Not so much G - D IT !! or stuff like that (though in surprise I do say
“Oh my god” and “for god’s sake,” and stuff like that, though I try not to).
But I’m talking about dirty language,
s**t, F*K, BCH, and @****Hole. I should not use that language,
and from 2005 to 2010 or 2011, I never did.
I have gotten back into using it especially when (frequently lately) angry, frustrated
or otherwise upset.
Tonight I blew my stack and turned the air blue
when I somehow caused my plate full of dinner (ravioli, sauce, vegetables)
to literally go FLYING out of my hands and the food went flying everywhere all
over the ROOM and all over everyTHING.
I was LIVID and turned the air BLUE with filthy epithets at the top of my lungs,
and am now deeply embarassed.
I do not belive I mortally sinned at all, because it was of Passion, not deliberation,
but still I don’t want to have this cussing habit.
Please if you could, send up a prayer for me to stop this cussing.
God bless you,
Jaypeeto4
+JMJ+
Ever since going through a horrible trauma that began 2-1/2 years ago,
during which I completely lost my faith and fell away,
but have come back,
I have developed something I never did for YEARS,
namely, the habit of CUSSING.
Not so much G - D IT !! or stuff like that (though in surprise I do say
“Oh my god” and “for god’s sake,” and stuff like that, though I try not to).
But I’m talking about dirty language,
s**t, F*K, BCH, and @****Hole. I should not use that language,
and from 2005 to 2010 or 2011, I never did.
I have gotten back into using it especially when (frequently lately) angry, frustrated
or otherwise upset.
Tonight I blew my stack and turned the air blue
when I somehow caused my plate full of dinner (ravioli, sauce, vegetables)
to literally go FLYING out of my hands and the food went flying everywhere all
over the ROOM and all over everyTHING.
I was LIVID and turned the air BLUE with filthy epithets at the top of my lungs,
and am now deeply embarassed.
I do not belive I mortally sinned at all, because it was of Passion, not deliberation,
but still I don’t want to have this cussing habit.
Please if you could, send up a prayer for me to stop this cussing.
God bless you,
Jaypeeto4
+JMJ+
