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wumpiesmommy
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My husband has been distant and verbally abusive since our first son’s birth. He just walked out on us for the third time tonight but this time admitted he’s been on drugs since we married. I’m severely depressed and need prayers and encouragement. I have no support locally and live with parents who are also cruel to me. I can’t believe he did this. He blames me for all of it. What should I do? I want to die. I have PTSD from the first time he did this. I’ve been through hell for 1 1/2 years and with all these people being cruel to me I feel hopeless and alone with 2 little boys. What should I do? I can’t move bc I can’t drive. What hope do I have? They have shattered my self esteem so much lately I feel worthless.