Dear Kramerbaby,
Like SusanL, I’m praying for Marc as well as you and the rest of your family.
SusanL offered some great suggestions. I encourage you to follow her advice for the practical ways that you can
love … not only for your Mom’s sake, but for your sake, as well. I say this because I know that it helps ME when I have something that I know that I can do, even as small as it may seem, to help out.
In any case, and EVERY case, no matter what… God IS in charge. Please do not despair. Please do not presume. God doesn’t want any of us to do either of those things (each one of those boils down to a “pride thing”).
Please DO do what He tells us to do – which is to
hope that no matter what, it is now and will continue to be good. God wants only the best for us. He is NOT going to let you down! No matter how it comes out, even if we don’t see it that way, it will be Good.
I’m talking from my own experience here. Long story, but what I thought was the worst thing that could happen, did. It hurt me TONS! Coming out of that storm, now, I see that it really WAS good that it happened.
I’ve learned that in the tough times and even in the toughest times… God is at work. We may not see Him… yet, He’s there. Active in our life. You’re blessed with a Faith that you can consider that such a thing could even be true. And, you’re acting on it by asking us to pray for you.
Prayer DOES matter and it DOES make a difference, my friend! You’ve already done the ONE thing that has the most bang for the buck. And I’m glad that you might be willing to take action on that **Faith ** of yours by serving your Mom and family in even the small ways these days.
Bottom line… as Jesus said so very many times (at least the number of times and ways that it’s recorded in the Scripture that He’s flat out said it – and that is:
Do not be afraid
What helped me when my Mom was very sick was it came to me to read to her the story
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of Jesus sleeping in the boat and the storm came up. The disciples in TOTAL fear scrambled over to Him to wake Him up so that they could implore him to do something… ANYthing… about it.
I’m only 48 years old… and even now, as I picture that scene as His disciples are shaking him out of His very much needed sleep, I can see him in my imagination cracking open just one eye as he wakes up, the storm squaling all around the boat, rocking it all around all crazy-like…
and Him? He’s saying, clearly, lovingly, in whatever tone it was that he used (different times that I meditate on this scene, I hear His tone of voice differently depending on how apparently it is that I need to hear it spoken to me at that moment in my life) …
Be not afraid!!
And then… the storm stops. He’s done it.
So, please trust that He’ll do that for your Mom. And for anyone else… like you.
I’m praying for your brother, your mother, and you, too that you not be afraid… that you are able to trust… and to do whatever it is that you need to do in faith, hope, and love around all this, and always.
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Your sister in Christ,
Veronica Anne
:blessyou: :amen: :heart: