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triciakid125
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Hi, let me tell you a bit about whats going on. So I’ve been having feelings for the Deacon at my parish for a few months, (since June). At frist i didnt even pay too much attention to him, but then we started spending alot of time together, we both work with the Youth at our parish. Then i started to have really real dreams about me and him dating, notthing sexual. The dreams got to a point where they were so real,that after i woke up for a min or two i thought they were real.I treid to put the dreams and feelings out of my mind , but i couldnt. It kindof felt for a while that the more i asked God to take these feelings from me the more they grew. i know it sounds wired but its the truth. Notthing has happend with the Deacon. At times i feel that he is flirting, but then i quickly force that thought out of my head. I dont know what to do, i’ve gone to confession about it, and my priest says that im not doing anything wrong, im not acting on my feeling and I try not to flirt back, i hav to be honest sometimes i do. Please if you can pray that i dont feel this way anymore, and to be at peace. Its getting really hard to be around him, and well i have to be around him alot since we both work with the Youth at the Parish. Thank you for listening to me, and for your prayers.

