The word “agnostic” is often used in a rather vague way, but I find myself in a similar boat as OP in relation to the word.
I see it as the default position when dealing with any philosophical issue- Huxley’s point was that he couldn’t side with anyone on the question of God’s existence.
On the internet today, it is often used with theism and atheism to connote a degree of uncertainty about the issue, but this is rather unhelpful as it turns agnosticism from a “method” into a vague descriptor word.
Huxley:
“Agnosticism, in fact, is not a creed, but a method, the essence of which lies in the rigorous application of a single principle. That principle is of great antiquity; it is as old as Socrates; as old as the writer who said, ‘Try all things, hold fast by that which is good’; it is the foundation of the Reformation, which simply illustrated the axiom that every man should be able to give a reason for the faith that is in him, it is the great principle of Descartes; it is the fundamental axiom of modern science. Positively the principle may be expressed: In matters of the intellect, follow your reason as far as it will take you, without regard to any other consideration. And negatively: In matters of the intellect, do not pretend that conclusions are certain which are not demonstrated or demonstrable. That I take to be the agnostic faith, which if a man keep whole and undefiled, he shall not be ashamed to look the universe in the face, whatever the future may have in store for him.”
Also see:
onenesspentecostal.com/agnostic.htm
My agnosticism is also separate from the kind of radical skepticism which the above article discusses, because that is also a kind of dogma. I hope that my agnosticism is short lived, as it is just a placeholder term until I can come to a belief in a metaphysical theory.