Possesion or Obsession? [HELP]

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Hi, was a long time since i was here. Feel like home… Now to my problem:
As many may know (from my posts) I have had a huge problem with lust,impurity,pornography etc. I was loosing my faith and started after awhile to feel really really really extremely weird… As now I am writing I am feeling “controlled” my eyes are feeling “popped out” really weird … I feel very ill like im going to throw up soon, but I am not sick! I do not have any physical or mental sicknesses/disorders etc. I am completety healthy but feel so weird. I am starting to think I am possessed or obsessed or whatever. I have been talking to priests about this and I am going to meet a exorcist in 2 weeks. I need help, what can I do now in these 2 weeks to “free myself”? I am praying the rosary everyday and praying the St. Michael prayer alot, what can I do myself? Please, I know I am writing weird but It feels I can’t even think! My “symtoms” are these:
Headache feels like my brains is hurting real bad
Nausea
I can’t remember very well anymore
I feel “controlled” or It feels like I am not doing what I do, it feels like “Oh, am I really typing now? I forgot…”

I am not losing my hope but it feels so WEIRD!!! Why can’t God just free me now?

Please, brothers and sisters… Pray a decade of the rosary for me, I am really in need for it.

Oh and I almost forgot, I have said, when I was extremely angry that “a legion of demons are within me” and that “Satan is in me”… :(:(:(:(:(😦
Thank you so much May God bless each one of you…
 
Kadaffi20 said:
Hi, was a long time since i was here. Feel like home… Now to my problem:
As many may know (from my posts) I have had a huge problem with lust,impurity,pornography etc. I was loosing my faith and started after awhile to feel really really really extremely weird… As now I am writing I am feeling “controlled” my eyes are feeling “popped out” really weird … I feel very ill like im going to throw up soon, but I am not sick! I do not have any physical or mental sicknesses/disorders etc. I am completety healthy but feel so weird. I am starting to think I am possessed or obsessed or whatever. I have been talking to priests about this and I am going to meet a exorcist in 2 weeks. I need help, what can I do now in these 2 weeks to “free myself”? I am praying the rosary everyday and praying the St. Michael prayer alot, what can I do myself? Please, I know I am writing weird but It feels I can’t even think! My “symtoms” are these:
Headache feels like my brains is hurting real bad
Nausea
I can’t remember very well anymore
I feel “controlled” or It feels like I am not doing what I do, it feels like “Oh, am I really typing now? I forgot…”

I am not losing my hope but it feels so WEIRD!!! Why can’t God just free me now?

Please, brothers and sisters… Pray a decade of the rosary for me, I am really in need for it.

Oh and I almost forgot, I have said, when I was extremely angry that “a legion of demons are within me” and that “Satan is in me”… :(:(:(:(:(😦
Thank you so much May God bless each one of you…
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Your post sounds rather alarming. How long has this been going on? You need to see a doctor! Headache, nausea, loss of memory, loss of mental control means a trip to the ER. DO NOT assume it is possession. You need to rule out a medical condition first, even if you don’t think you have any. Any priest will tell you that.
 
CB_Catholic said:
Your post sounds rather alarming. How long has this been going on? You need to see a doctor! Headache, nausea, loss of memory, loss of mental control means a trip to the ER. DO NOT assume it is possession. You need to rule out a medical condition first, even if you don’t think you have any. Any priest will tell you that.
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Thanks for the reply! Yeah, I know… I’ll have to see a doctor, but one thing that’s bugging me, everytime im in a temptation to wrath I feel all these ‘tingles’ on my head/arm you know… Like a shiver(?)/shudder(?). I can stare at the wall for 5 minutes without see any problem with that. What I want to say is this. If I would have some kind of psychical sickness why then would I feel like a controlled freak? I pray and hope it’s not possession/obsession, but when I told the priest how I was feeling I felt that he felt it was quite alarming and told me that he’d contact the bishops office etc. I will meet with an exorcist very soon and we’ll see. I hope it is not but…it feels so freaking sick/weird.

I’d really need some tips on what I should do before meeting him how I can handle this myself these coming days.

Oh yeah, it’s been like these for a couple of months now. I have heard that porn/lust/impurity is like a “great way” to get possesed…

But yeah thanks for the doc tip! I’ll check that tomorrow already. 🙂
 
Woah…wow. Well I agree you should get checked with a doctor, look at all the suggestions given to this thread:
forums.catholic-questions.org/showthread.php?p=11942299#post11942299
It has many helpful points. I will pray for you…im no expert but it sounds like it could be possession. Get any porn or anything remotely similar out of your house, better yet burn it. I will pray for you. See a doctor, also go see a priest. They can help. Get his view on the situation, get a blessing at least. Hope this helps, God Bless and Good Luck!
 
Kadaffi20 said:
Thanks for the reply! Yeah, I know… I’ll have to see a doctor, but one thing that’s bugging me, everytime im in a temptation to wrath I feel all these ‘tingles’ on my head/arm you know… Like a shiver(?)/shudder(?). I can stare at the wall for 5 minutes without see any problem with that. What I want to say is this. If I would have some kind of psychical sickness why then would I feel like a controlled freak? I pray and hope it’s not possession/obsession, but when I told the priest how I was feeling I felt that he felt it was quite alarming and told me that he’d contact the bishops office etc. I will meet with an exorcist very soon and we’ll see. I hope it is not but…it feels so freaking sick/weird.

I’d really need some tips on what I should do before meeting him how I can handle this myself these coming days.

Oh yeah, it’s been like these for a couple of months now. I have heard that porn/lust/impurity is like a “great way” to get possesed…

But yeah thanks for the doc tip! I’ll check that tomorrow already. 🙂
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The Bishop won’t do anything with an exorcist until
you have been fully tested medically and with psychiatrists.
Sometimes it requires two different psychiatrists one
from the diocese.
Expect therefore some time to pass.
 
marywarfield said:
The Bishop won’t do anything with an exorcist until
you have been fully tested medically and with psychiatrists.
Sometimes it requires two different psychiatrists one
from the diocese.
Expect therefore some time to pass.
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And I dont understand why he should have to wait. Even if it is a disease whats the harm in an un needed exorcism? Better that than he is possessed and they wait very long.
 
isaacalsop said:
And I dont understand why he should have to wait. Even if it is a disease whats the harm in an un needed exorcism? Better that than he is possessed and they wait very long.
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Because before any bishop grants an exorcism,all evidence (medical/pyschological) needs to confirm the person is not ill,but truly possessed. Anyone can rant and rave “I am possessed” and “I need an exorcist priest.” All natural and logical explanations need to be exhausted and ruled out before it is granted.
 
Kadaffi20 said:
Hi, was a long time since i was here. Feel like home… Now to my problem:
As many may know (from my posts) I have had a huge problem with lust,impurity,pornography etc. I was loosing my faith and started after awhile to feel really really really extremely weird… As now I am writing I am feeling “controlled” my eyes are feeling “popped out” really weird … I feel very ill like im going to throw up soon, but I am not sick! I do not have any physical or mental sicknesses/disorders etc. I am completety healthy but feel so weird. I am starting to think I am possessed or obsessed or whatever. I have been talking to priests about this and I am going to meet a exorcist in 2 weeks. I need help, what can I do now in these 2 weeks to “free myself”? I am praying the rosary everyday and praying the St. Michael prayer alot, what can I do myself? Please, I know I am writing weird but It feels I can’t even think! My “symtoms” are these:
Headache feels like my brains is hurting real bad
Nausea
I can’t remember very well anymore
I feel “controlled” or It feels like I am not doing what I do, it feels like “Oh, am I really typing now? I forgot…”

I am not losing my hope but it feels so WEIRD!!! Why can’t God just free me now?

Please, brothers and sisters… Pray a decade of the rosary for me, I am really in need for it.

Oh and I almost forgot, I have said, when I was extremely angry that “a legion of demons are within me” and that “Satan is in me”… :(:(:(:(:(😦
Thank you so much May God bless each one of you…
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Have you messed with the occult?
 
Sensus Traditionis Multimedia page

Go tk about halfway down the page, and there are 8 talks under the Spiritual Theology classes–the last two are about demons; the second of the two has helps.

Just below are several under the heading Spiritual Warfare. Listen to the last two first as they are more comprehensive, but the others provide lots of detail.

And in the section below that, labeled Spiritual Conferences, there is one called Spiritual Protection, which I am not sure I have listened to, so I can’t tell what’s in it.

The first line of defense is always: prayer, fasting/mortification, almsgiving, *staying close to the sacraments, esp confession. *Praying for deliverance and fasting some more.

This is “penanceware”–he requests donations of either $1/each, a decade of the Rosary or other penitential act *for his intentions. *If you send money, he uses all that money to help people.
 
isaacalsop said:
And I dont understand why he should have to wait. Even if it is a disease whats the harm in an un needed exorcism? Better that than he is possessed and they wait very long.
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Because an exorcism is nothing to play with; it’s a very powerful spiritual force. It’s not a"just in case."
 
God works through both the natural and supernatural in order to heal. I know that a continued experiencing of a stress condition can bring on a panic attack. This attack can come from nowhere, it can give you an out of world experience, like you are loosing contact with the real world. It can also make you faint. this is your para-sympathetic nervous system kicking in to prepare you for an apparent critical situation that don’t exist except in your imagination triggered by fear. This is a natural scenerio. Relaxing is important at this stage, and controlling (if you can) your imagined fears, and possibly your real fears. Confidence in God to care for you is a definite help.

On the spiritual side, you have defenses against the devil. One is faith, and the other is truth.
In Faith without doubting you can use the Name of Jesus and command the spirit to cease his influence on you. You can use words like "Who is like God, the Alpha and Omega, the Creator of all things. You can remind the spirit that he will suffer the loss of God forever and forever. You can use Holy Water and make the sign of the Cross. Stand strong in Jesus
You could also praise Him.
 
You probably are not possessed. You haven’t mentioned the major symptoms and possession is rare. You may be experiencing oppression or obsession.

The Church gives us means to fight demons. As mentioned, the first lines of defense are prayer, fasting, and the Sacraments. You should receive the Eucharist daily. Frequent confession is also important. The power of the Sacraments is huge.

Your prayers should be directed toward your goal. Use prayers that can be found on spiritual warfare websites in addition to the rosary.

Satan often uses physical means to attack us. Sometimes we have to use natural and supernatural means to defend ourselves and fight back. Doctors and medicine can help.

Any priest, exorcist or not, can perform a private exorcism without faculties from the Bishop.

Don’t forget about sacramentals. The Church provides them as means toward increasing our personal grace and also as a defenses against devils.
 
try drinking a little bit of holy water.
Pray to be delivered. try the prayers on this website dedicated to exorcisms
exorcismus.org/simple-exorcisms
fasting is very effective at driving out demons because it enhances your prayers and makes your flesh less worldly as to be able to focus on the spiritual aspect more and drive them out.
Realize the name of Jesus is almighty in its power. Pray to be delivered in Jesus’s name. Also bind these demons, by praying "I bind these evil demons in me and near me in the name of Jesus and I command you evil spirits of(name the demons if you know or if God reveals them to you through the Holy Ghost, such as lust,greed,slavery to sin, etc.) to leave and be gone from here in the name of Jesus! read Luke chapter 10:19 where God gave us power over all the power of the enemy. Also read 2 Timothy 4:18 where God promises to deliver you. Make the sign of the cross and if you feel like coughing or spitting out phlegm or mucus comes out of your nose or vomit comes out when you do these things, just let them out, these are demons leaving your body. Especially spitting, if you feel the urge to spit, spit it out and pray that these demons will be bound and broken in the name of Jesus. Use the name of Jesus to help you, it grants unto us all power over the enemy.
I’ll pray for you to be delivered, may god bless you and protect you as your sun and shield.
Alleluia.
P.s look at holy imagery, such as pictures of the Blessed Mother Virgin Mary with Baby Jesus and listen to gospel music to clear up your soul and bring it out of the clutches of satan and into the loving protection and power of the Almighty Lord of Lords.
 
Thanks everybody for the great answers. I forgot one symptom which I find interesting…:
The colour of my eyes has changed a little bit into a blue-form, and I have also gotten under-eye black colour.

I pour out Holy Water everyday a couple of times each day, and I drink it too.
I am going to try with the binding prayers. Thanks for the answers. My question on my mind now is this: Why on earth have my eye colour changes in this way?

May God bless you all and let His lovely mercy come upon you all.
 
Kadaffi20 said:
Thanks everybody for the great answers. I forgot one symptom which I find interesting…:
The colour of my eyes has changed a little bit into a blue-form, and I have also gotten under-eye black colour.

I pour out Holy Water everyday a couple of times each day, and I drink it too.
I am going to try with the binding prayers. Thanks for the answers. My question on my mind now is this: Why on earth have my eye colour changes in this way?

May God bless you all and let His lovely mercy come upon you all.
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I have heard people describe a possessed person’s eyes as black, but any other color may be a sign??? Darkness under your eyes can be from lack of sleep.

When blessing your house with holy water, say The Prayer Against Malefice. Father Amorth has it in the back of his books and it can be found on this web page: catholicwarriors.com/pages/warfare_prayers.htm

How often do you go to Mass? How about Confession? If you are not in a state of grace, get to confession as soon as possible. How many rosaries do you say? Our Heavenly Mother is a great force against the enemy. Rely upon her.
 
MtnDwellar said:
I have heard people describe a possessed person’s eyes as black, but any other color may be a sign??? Darkness under your eyes can be from lack of sleep.

When blessing your house with holy water, say The Prayer Against Malefice. Father Amorth has it in the back of his books and it can be found on this web page: catholicwarriors.com/pages/warfare_prayers.htm

How often do you go to Mass? How about Confession? If you are not in a state of grace, get to confession as soon as possible. How many rosaries do you say? Our Heavenly Mother is a great force against the enemy. Rely upon her.
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Thanks for your reply. I go to mass minimum 1 per week. Confession 1-2 times a week. 1 rosary per day. I feel so bad I have sinned so much! Maybe this is a temporsm punishment…? Pray for me brothers and sisters that I might come back to Our Lords wonderful arms… I miss him so much! Lord forgive me for sins! Hear me O, God!
I am going to try to go to mass once a day and confession min 1-2 times… 😦
 
Kadaffi20 said:
Thanks for your reply. I go to mass minimum 1 per week. Confession 1-2 times a week. 1 rosary per day. I feel so bad I have sinned so much! Maybe this is a temporsm punishment…? Pray for me brothers and sisters that I might come back to Our Lords wonderful arms… I miss him so much! Lord forgive me for sins! Hear me O, God!
I am going to try to go to mass once a day and confession min 1-2 times… 😦
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Have you found anything that effects your problem - either positive or negative?
 
MtnDwellar said:
Have you found anything that effects your problem - either positive or negative?
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I feel kinda “free” and pray alot when i’m in that “mode” or “state” or whatever one should call it… State of grace. It’s hard for me because I feel indifferent… Which is hard. I should also point out that I am cursing the Devil when Im mad… Sick! I am not afraid of this situation, not afraid of the devils but of God. I know that he lets this happen for a reaseon. I know that he will free me but it feels so far away anyway. Sorry for writing weird I just can’t really have a free mind and think yet. :confused:
 
MtnDwellar said:
I have heard people describe a possessed person’s eyes as black, but any other color may be a sign??? Darkness under your eyes can be from lack of sleep.

When blessing your house with holy water, say The Prayer Against Malefice. Father Amorth has it in the back of his books and it can be found on this web page: catholicwarriors.com/pages/warfare_prayers.htm

How often do you go to Mass? How about Confession? If you are not in a state of grace, get to confession as soon as possible. How many rosaries do you say? Our Heavenly Mother is a great force against the enemy. Rely upon her.
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I thank you brother for posting that link to Catholicwarriors, those prayers are quite strong and with some tuning up and upgrading with more praises to the Almighty Lord of Hosts, they can work some miracles of protection against demonic entities and other satanic influences that so heinously affect our brethren and loved ones in this corrupt and evil day.
Glory be to God for ever :).
 
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