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Daegus
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Lately as I’ve been reducing the frequency of my porn habit, I’ve noticed that I’ve been having dreams that are starting to get pornographic in nature. Why this is happening to me is beyond me, as it was not before and never has before when I watched pornography daily. The dreams always seem to be me watching a pornographic movie though not actually being a part of it and witnessing people naked doing sexually suggestive things. The other night I dreamed that I was watching a porn movie and my mother was sleeping on the table for some reasons and when I was walking by she woke up and my dream ended. These dreams are starting to get very strange in nature and the fact that I am having them is bothering me, even causing me to lose sleep.
I also feel apprehensive about going to confession. I’m not actually sure whether I’m truly sorry or not (these dreams are not helpful) and just being at the mass not receiving communion is discomforting to me for some reason. I’m not sure what to do… Is this the devil trying to attack me through dreams?
I also feel apprehensive about going to confession. I’m not actually sure whether I’m truly sorry or not (these dreams are not helpful) and just being at the mass not receiving communion is discomforting to me for some reason. I’m not sure what to do… Is this the devil trying to attack me through dreams?