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Baby_Irish
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Hello all,
I am humbly asking your prayers as my struggle with Post Partum depression continues. That God may take this cross from me, and if not that he may give me courage and hope as I continue to try and get better. My baby is six months now and is so sweet. I have asked God from the beginning to shield her from any effects of my depression. My next step is to start antidepressants, after I wean her from breastfeeding. (My husband is absolutely adamant that I can not nurse while on the medication.) Thankfully she only nurses to fall asleep for her naps and during the night, she gets her nutrition almost entirely through formula now.
I find even the simplest things overwhelming. Tomorrow I am going to start trying to get her to sleep without nursing her and today I have been filled with feelings of fear and dread. I won’t go on about the symptoms of my PPD because even writing that previous sentence is making me feel overwhelmed (I know, CRAZY!). So instead I ask for your prayers. I never imagined in my life that motherhood could be so difficult and that I could feel so helpless, weak and overwhelmed as I have in the last 6 months. Please God may this be a painful memory soon!
I am humbly asking your prayers as my struggle with Post Partum depression continues. That God may take this cross from me, and if not that he may give me courage and hope as I continue to try and get better. My baby is six months now and is so sweet. I have asked God from the beginning to shield her from any effects of my depression. My next step is to start antidepressants, after I wean her from breastfeeding. (My husband is absolutely adamant that I can not nurse while on the medication.) Thankfully she only nurses to fall asleep for her naps and during the night, she gets her nutrition almost entirely through formula now.
I find even the simplest things overwhelming. Tomorrow I am going to start trying to get her to sleep without nursing her and today I have been filled with feelings of fear and dread. I won’t go on about the symptoms of my PPD because even writing that previous sentence is making me feel overwhelmed (I know, CRAZY!). So instead I ask for your prayers. I never imagined in my life that motherhood could be so difficult and that I could feel so helpless, weak and overwhelmed as I have in the last 6 months. Please God may this be a painful memory soon!
