Pray for a villain

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I’ve done something so wrong, and I don’t really know how I can really live with myself. I not only betrayed the trust of my best friend, but I believe that I have caused a marriage to be critically wounded, perhaps fatally. And all because I was too weak to say the word “No”. I am not asking for forgiveness, I don’t deserve that, Christ may forgive me but I won’t. I’m asking that I can find a way to live on with all of this in my head.
 
Merciful Father, please accept the penitence of Br_Jake, and cleanse his sins with your blood, which can cleanse every stain of sin, no matter how scarlet, made white as snow. Heal also any wounds caused by this sin. Mary, pray with us. Amen. :gopray2:
 
I’ve done something so wrong, and I don’t really know how I can really live with myself. I not only betrayed the trust of my best friend, but I believe that I have caused a marriage to be critically wounded, perhaps fatally. And all because I was too weak to say the word “No”. I am not asking for forgiveness, I don’t deserve that, Christ may forgive me but I won’t. I’m asking that I can find a way to live on with all of this in my head.
If you’re Catholic, go to Confession, mention whatever this is and be absolved.
 
I’m afraid that I don’t know anything about confessions, absolution, or penance, though by the sound of it I NEED all those things. I was raised protestant and was told anything catholic was “Godless”. I don’t share my parents opinion. My guilt feels so unwashable, that I don’t know what to do. Please help this stupid stupid man who has lost his way.
 
Pater noster, qui es in cælis, sanctificetur nomen tuum; adveniat regnum tuum; fiat voluntas tua, sicut in caelo et in terra. Panem nostrum cotidianum da nobis hodie, et dimitte nobis debita nostra, sicut et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostris; et ne nos inducas in tentationem Sed libera nos a malo. Amen
 
I’m afraid that I don’t know anything about confessions, absolution, or penance, though by the sound of it I NEED all those things. I was raised protestant and was told anything catholic was “Godless”. I don’t share my parents opinion. My guilt feels so unwashable, that I don’t know what to do. Please help this stupid stupid man who has lost his way.
We can only pray for you but no one on these public forums are qualified to give you any sound advice. You probably need to seek the counsel of your pastor or spiritual director.
 
Remember, GOD’S MERCY IS ENDLESS!

I guarantee that your sin is only an atom compared to the sea of the Lord’s Divine Mercy!
 
“Have mercy on me, O God in Your goodness,
in Your great tenderness, wipe away my faults;
wash me clean of my guilt,
purify me from my sin.

For I am well aware of my faults,
I have my sin constantly in mind,
having sinned against none other than You,
having done what You regard as wrong.

You are just when You pass sentence on me,
blameless when You give judgement.
You know I was born guilty,
a sinner from the moment of conception.

Yet since You love sincerity of heart,
teach me the secrets of wisdom.
Purify me with hyssop until I am clean;
wash me until I am whiter than snow.

Instil some joy and gladness into me,
let the bones You have rushed rejoice again.
Hide Your face from me sins,
wipe out all my guilt.

Be my savior again, renew my joy,
keep my spirit steady and willing;
and I shall teach transgressors the way to You,
and sinners will return.

Save me from death, God my savior,
and my tongue will acclaim Your righteousness;
Lord, open my lips,
and my mouth will speak out Your praise.

Sacrifice gives You no pleasure,
were I to offer holocaust, You would not have it.
My sacrifice is this broken spirit,
You will not scorn this crushed and broken heart.” (Psalm 51)

Almighty, merciful God, please give overwhelming grace to the persons Jake has so deeply wounded, and the graces of profound conversion to Jake
 
I’ve done something so wrong, and I don’t really know how I can really live with myself. I not only betrayed the trust of my best friend, but I believe that I have caused a marriage to be critically wounded, perhaps fatally. And all because I was too weak to say the word “No”. I am not asking for forgiveness, I don’t deserve that, Christ may forgive me but I won’t. I’m asking that I can find a way to live on with all of this in my head.
I prayed for you brother. I know this may be too much for you to digest at this time but if the Lord can forgive us, in order to move on, to the best of our ability, we have to forgive ourselves. Looking to the past inhibits our spiritual growth and these doubts our essentially doubts of God’s forgiveness.

For a Catholic perceptive it’s like this, I go to confession and tell the priest what I have done then Jesus gives forgiveness and grace to not commit those sins again. I must then have FAITH and TRUST in God that this is so! If I keep saying something like, “I’m no good what’s the use?” I’m setting myself up for a future fall. God loves you and after he forgives you he doesn’t want you to torture yourself with self hatred or any other kind of hate. I hope that makes some sense.
 
I’m afraid that I don’t know anything about confessions, absolution, or penance, though by the sound of it I NEED all those things. I was raised protestant and was told anything catholic was “Godless”. I don’t share my parents opinion. My guilt feels so unwashable, that I don’t know what to do. Please help this stupid stupid man who has lost his way.
Catholics are good with “guilt” and having to live with it…
Since you are not Catholic you cannot technically go to confession, but you certainly COULD contact a priest locally and talk things over…He may be able to offer good advice and maybe direct you to some good reading on these matters.

May God bring you wisdom and eventually peace as you struggle with this.

Peace
James

P.S. I live with something similar actually some things similar…It’s a blessing and a curse that we cannot purge our memories like we can our computers…
I’m no councilor or anything but if you’d like to talk privately - I’ll listen…Just PM me…

JH
 
Mother Mary, please intercede for BR_Jake. Please make your intentions in this matter come true.

Hail Mary…

Amen.
 
Remembering you, your best friend and his/her spouse in my daily prayers. God bless.
 
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